A few blog posts ago, I think it was in the weekly update, I shared that I needed to start taking steps toward gender transition… For some reason, I have to postpone it again… I was staying at my friend’s house and we were getting along very well, but we had an argument and I had to leave. This was not part of my plan…

I already knew that living in your own home in a country with such tough working conditions requires wealth, but I didn’t expect it to be this expensive. Let’s do a simple calculation… An average home in a nice neighborhood costs between $150,000 and $200,000.
Buying the home isn’t enough because there are also expenses… You need to buy furniture for the house. There are also monthly expenses like natural gas, water, and electricity. Now, remember the job I worked for five days? I earned $32 a day, totaling $160 in five days, and the working conditions were quite harsh. This shouldn’t be the pay for a 12-hour workday… Can you buy a house with this money? No. In a regular job, the average monthly income is around $750. Can you buy a house with that? No. 

How am I supposed to dream? How am I supposed to buy a house? How am I supposed to transition? 

All of this needs to be considered when making a plan, but whether making a plan is even possible is unknown. I have no idea what to do. I guess I’ll just listen to music and play games.