📹 YouTube and First Successes (August 22, 2025)

Lately, my YouTube videos have started to get views ✨

The video I shared on August 20 reached 475 views.

The one I shared on August 18 reached 345 views.


For a channel with only 247 subscribers, that’s pretty good 📊

📌 My Pinterest account is also growing: right now it shows 7,400 impressions, which feels nice 🌸

❌ But on TikTok and Instagram, still no progress… Even though I’ve been working on them for almost 9 months.

✍️ When I publish my blog posts, usually only a few people read them.

Other than that, since yesterday I’ve been feeling incredibly depressed, with hopeless thoughts circling in my head

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🌫️ Days of Depression (August 23, 2025)

Nothing worth writing today…
Just depression, checking social media, new plans…
Always the same cycle.


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🚫 Empty Days (August 24–25, 2025)

August 24 – no entry

August 25 – no entry



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🚗 License Struggles & Dreams (August 26, 2025)

For about 9 months I’ve been dealing with driving lessons and exams…
I enrolled in November 2024, but there were constant issues, so I had to keep postponing it.

The horrible driving school I signed up for deserves its own blog post 😤
When I’m finally done with them, I’ll write a long piece about it!

Today I also bought an energy drink 🥤
Tonight I plan to put on my headphones 🎧, dive into my dreams, and feel a little sad…


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🕳️ Silence (August 27, 2025)

no entry



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🌀 Exhaustion and Uncertainty (August 28, 2025)

Today I completely forgot it was the last day of my weekly blog and that I had to publish it 😵‍💫

I think my mind is just scattered.
I don’t know what to feel.

🍽️ I’m overeating, I feel weak.
🎶 The songs I used to listen to when I felt sad—now I don’t even have the strength to play them.
Classic depressed me…

📉 My last 2 YouTube videos only got around 25 views each.
Whereas the previous ones had 300–350 views.

I’m used to these ups and downs, but I hope the next video recovers.
I really want my channel to grow, for people to notice my blog posts and my brand 💫