✨ Dreams, Reality, and the Gap in Between

🎭 The Fleeting Illusion of Motivation
Over time, I realized that motivation is nothing more than a short-lived burst of dopamine. The difference between what you feel when dreaming of something and what you feel after actually achieving it is far greater—and more terrifying—than you imagine.
For example, think of dreaming about owning a car. The joy you feel in that dream cannot compare to the happiness of actually owning it. And yet, you keep dreaming, because most of the time, that’s all we can do.
⏳ The Harsh Reality of Discipline
When I write blogs or create content for my YouTube channel, I try to rely on discipline rather than motivation. Because motivation is temporary; when it fades, the real struggle begins. That emptiness hits so hard that the walls feel like they’re closing in, and you end up just sitting there, crying.
I’ve been through this disappointment many times, and I’ve had enough. That’s why I now walk forward with discipline. Yes, it hurts, but at least it keeps me moving toward my dreams.
🖤 Dreams and Painful Realities
In 2024, I tried to build my dream gaming PC. I worked for months, but I was scammed, the parts I bought were defective, I ran out of money, and my graphics card burned out. In a moment of excitement, I lost everything I had.
So, what happened? Here I am, transforming my experiences into my blog and building the “Adriana’s Wings” brand. Nothing significant has happened yet, but I keep writing. Because I know life cannot be lived on fake motivation.
🔮 Do All These Things Have Meaning?
All my life, I’ve given meaning to the things I’ve been through. If they don’t have meaning, then everything I’ve experienced would just be a simple illusion created by my own mind.
But it’s not like that. I’m sure of it.