📅 Date: November 8, 2025

The IPL laser hair removal device I purchased on November 6, 2025 has finally arrived!
Since it’s a home-use device, I’m not expecting professional-level results, but I still have hope. I can’t afford professional laser sessions right now, so I want to start this journey on my own, with the resources I have. The moment it arrived, I tested it on my finger — just to see how much pain I’d feel! 🙈

💗 Where Should I Start?

I have one big question in mind:
Should I start with my face, or both my face and body together?
I’m not quite sure… but I’m planning to begin very soon.

The skincare products I ordered will arrive on November 12, so I’m planning to officially start the laser routine that day. Until then, I’ll shave everything completely, leaving the roots intact, just as required.

To be honest, what scares me is not the laser itself…
It’s my family.

I truly don’t know how they will react. I don’t even know how I should respond if their reaction is negative. But I’m still going to do it — and I hope they won’t react at all.

But the other possibility is this:
Maybe it’s time for me to stop living based on how others might react.
This fear keeps me away from my dreams — and I don’t want that anymore.

It may seem like a small step, but for me, it’s a meaningful one.
I’ve talked many times in previous blogs about how outdated my family’s mindset is. Most of the biggest challenges I’ve faced in my life came from my family. It took me a long time to realize that blaming myself had no meaning. Now, I want to focus on my future.

Tonight, after my shower, I’m going to shave everything.
I can’t lie — I’m curious about the reaction I’ll get. 😅

🗂️ A Small Blog Update

Tonight, I also want to organize the category section of my blog. I’ll arrange it in a way that feels right and satisfying.


🌙 A Few Hours Later…

A few hours passed, and I shaved my entire body!
I’m proud of myself for having the courage to do it. When I looked in the mirror, I was honestly shocked because…

My skin tone is lighter than I thought! 😂
I always believed I had darker skin, but I guess not.

Seeing my body without hair felt incredibly good.
I finally did something I was too afraid to do for 23 years. It may seem small or meaningless to others, but it’s very important to me. I truly hope this becomes a meaningful new beginning in my life. ✨

I will start laser hair removal on November 12, once my skincare creams arrive.


✨ The Next Evening

I was expecting a reaction — but there was none.
No one cared. And honestly? I loved that for me! 💖

My fear wasn’t irrational, but seeing things go smoothly made me really happy.
I wish I had more to say, but… I’m just happy 😂
And that’s enough.

I will publish this blog on November 10, 2025.
I don’t want to write the entire process in just one post.

Thank you for reading 💕
See you in the next blog 🌸