**Writing with a Stylus.**

Hello, I’m here today with a new blog post for my wonderful readers. This one is going to be a little different because I’m writing it with a stylus — the tablet and pen I recently purchased. Since I’ve never done anything like this before, I’m finding it a bit of a struggle and it feels slightly strange. I do already have a stylus on my phone (S24 Ultra), but I had never written an entire blog post using just a pen. Honestly, I’m kind of enjoying it. I’ve always wondered how books were written on typewriters back in the day — I think that must have influenced me, because here I am writing with a stylus despite the difficulty. When I start earning money, I’ll give that a try too

**Switching to the keyboard.**

From this point on I’ve put the stylus down and I’m typing entirely on my own. I can’t even describe how much of a relief it is. There’s really no point in forcing myself — I write so much faster and more comfortably with a keyboard. As for my curiosity about typewriters, there are actually Bluetooth keyboards designed to look like them, but since my tablet already comes with a keyboard, spending extra money on one doesn’t seem practical to me. So I’ll set that idea aside for now.

**Writing this part by voice.**

I think this is the most comfortable way for me to write out of all of them. The only issue is that I need to stay somewhat quiet, because I write my blog posts in secret. Though it’s not really that secret — when the time comes, I’ll fearlessly and boldly stand behind everything I’ve written. Whether I want it or not, I’ll find myself in the middle of a significant struggle, but I’m not afraid of that. I need to defend my identity, my gender, and my womanhood. The real issue isn’t about being able to fight that battle — the real issue is about being able to be an individual. To be free. To have the money needed to live as an individual. That’s what it all comes down to for me. I’m not afraid of anyone. The only thing I fear is being dependent on other people.

By the way, writing this way is genuinely so comfortable — I just talk and the keyboard types on its own. I really like it. There are a few drawbacks though. Punctuation is one of them — I have to go back and fix that myself. Another issue is that connecting sentences together gets a little tricky because I don’t have time to think when I’m speaking quickly. It feels like there’s someone sitting across from me and I’m just having a conversation with them, so when I pause I feel uncomfortable — whereas when I’m typing that doesn’t happen because I have time to think through everything I write. That’s one gap that comes with voice-to-text blogging.

Other than that, I don’t think I’ll be able to keep writing this way consistently. The reason is that I have to speak out loud, and since I usually write my blog posts at night, I don’t want people to hear me. The things I talk about are quite personal — they really only concern me, and I don’t want anyone around me to hear them. Especially while I’m still not earning money — if the people around me noticed my blog, it would throw me into a difficult situation before I’m ready for it. As I said, the issue isn’t being able to handle that situation. The issue is not being ready yet.

If I had a large following and was already earning money, I wouldn’t worry about any of this. But right now, unfortunately, I’m not earning anything and I’m still spending my days waiting. Though I’m not just waiting — recently, just a few hours ago actually, I uploaded and scheduled a large number of videos to the Shorts section of my YouTube channel. Unlike the days I post long videos, I had scheduled those to go out on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, with my special series going up on Saturdays. I had originally planned to post Shorts on the remaining days, but then while browsing through my Kling.ai account I came across videos I had generated using my own face as a reference, and an idea formed in my mind. I thought I could post those face-reference videos on the same days I post long videos. So I scheduled them accordingly up to a certain date. I then made a different plan for the Shorts section of the channel. I was going to post only face-reference videos there, but I had already prepared 7 videos of other content. Not wanting those to go to waste, I scheduled them too. Those will go out on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays so nothing gets wasted. The remaining videos will be posted on long video days as well — just to make sure nothing I prepared goes unused, until all 7 are done. This continues until April 4th. After April 4th, I’ll only post face-reference videos in the Shorts section.

I genuinely have some really great ideas in my head, but bringing them to life requires money. Being able to build my YouTube channel and blog site to where they are today with the limited resources I have — writing blog posts, producing over 200 videos for my channel — truly satisfies me. When I look at my channel and my blog, I feel a real sense of peace, and I feel like all that’s left is to wait. Of course, while I wait, I keep bringing new ideas to life. I don’t know when success will come knocking, but I hope God will open the way for me — because I am a person too.

Finally, I really enjoyed writing by voice and I’ll use it as much as I can. It might require a little quiet, but I’ve noticed that I express my thoughts better this way. Thank you for reading — and please don’t forget to subscribe to my blog and my YouTube channel.