July 9, 2025

You may remember the blog post I wrote about my social media accounts, which I will publish on July 16. I wrote that post today, July 9. I am also writing this post, which you are reading now, on the same day. Only a few hours have passed, but I had to make some changes… It was a little sad, but I had to do it.
I deleted approximately 200 videos on TikTok. 
I removed most of the videos I had recently shared on Instagram. 
I also deleted a few videos on YouTube Shorts.
Currently, I am only leaving content themed around “underwear and lingerie” on TikTok and Instagram. 
I will now share a video every two days. 
On YouTube, since underwear content isn’t being watched, I plan to only post videos themed around clothing. 
Mentally, I’m really exhausted. I don’t want to do anything, but I know I have to. This awareness is very exhausting. To get myself together, I’ll focus solely on myself for a few days without doing anything else… I need a quiet mental break. 
Sometimes, I remember the money I lost at the beginning of the year, back in late 2024. 
$7,500. 
It still hurts… It keeps popping back into my mind every now and then. 
Right now, I just want some silence. 
I need to turn inward. 
Then I’ll start over, I know. 🖤

July 12, 2025

For the past three days, I’ve felt really relaxed. Because I’ve finally clarified the social media plans that have been bothering me for a long time and started implementing them. The idea of sharing a video every two days has been much more efficient than I thought! Not only are my contents becoming higher quality, but thanks to the algorithms, my videos are also getting more exposure. The best part is that this routine allows me to spend time on things other than social media. So creating content is no longer a burden, but a balanced part of my life. My YouTube views are slowly but steadily increasing. This keeps my motivation high. My Instagram and TikTok accounts are currently progressing at a steady pace. I’m not complaining, because I know this business requires time and patience. I also have some good news: I renewed my AI membership. I managed to find some money and get it done. Right now, I have no issues with AI in my production process. Everything is going smoothly, and that really makes me happy. I wanted to share this post as part of my weekly blog journal. Documenting my own process, seeing my progress, and maybe inspiring someone else… That’s all.




July 14, 2025

I think I’ll start doing a weekly series now. It’s a nice way to express my ever-changing emotions, and it will allow me to focus more on my other blog posts…

I think there’s no reason left for me to be hopeful. The video I shared today wasn’t viewed at all. Not on Instagram, YouTube, or TikTok. I’m not expecting it to be viewed immediately, of course, but there’s a problem. Is the reason this video isn’t being viewed due to social media policies? If so, I need to know and change it, but no social media app provides any information on this. Your video and channel could be “shadow banned,” and you could continue sharing videos without even realizing it. That’s why I recently deleted a lot of my videos. I share “Underwear & Lingerie,” but I don’t know how it can be seen as “Fashion.” Social media apps see it as +18 content, so it’s not being watched. There’s nothing I can do about it. I’m just constantly trying new methods.

I’m feeling a bit depressed tonight, so I bought an energy drink and am listening to music. I think I’ll cry a bit because I need to snap out of it. I need to find a solution with a clear head.


July 16, 2025

Today, as part of my daily routine, I was going to log into TikTok and check my accounts, but I received a sad notification… I’ll post the image, and you’ll understand more clearly. I finally figured out why my TikTok account, adrianaswings, isn’t getting any traction. It’s sad. I don’t know what to do. I sent a ticket because the domain belongs to me. My Instagram and YouTube accounts also belong to me, and I regularly post content.

I hope this is a mistake and that the algorithm will remove me from the red list. Otherwise, there’s nothing I can do. If this issue is resolved, there’s a chance my account will be promoted further. So today is going a bit more smoothly. 

Another update. I’ll be starting a one-week job on July 21st and will use the money I earn to invest in my content. 

“Any artificial intelligence is not used in this article.”

– In the post to be shared on July 20, 2025, you will understand why I wrote it this way 🥹