Myself and My Hope : My Phone



A Life of Big Dreams 🌌

The title says it all: it tells the story of a lonely, antisocial trans woman with big dreams… She writes blogs for herself and tries to build a global audience, even creating her website entirely from her phone. At the same time, she manages around nine social media accounts and consistently produces content for YouTube… Sometimes she deletes everything and starts over.

All of this is a fragment of hope—a hope for the future. Deep-down, she knows these hopes will come true.




Learning as She Goes 🛤️

She doesn’t always know what to do, but every time she tries, she does it better. She’s building a future on countless experiences from her past. She prayed silently for all the hopes she felt in her heart to manifest in her life, but at some point, she lost hope and just started doing. Sometimes she doesn’t feel it, but she continues creating content, writing blogs, and making time for herself.




Balancing Courage and Healing ⚖️

At the same time, she monitors what’s happening around her and works to solve existing problems. She must act courageously, stay away from toxic people, and feel peaceful in order to heal.






Phone ✨

The only tangible support she has in this process is her phone. She built her website with it, started her YouTube channel with it, created her Instagram and TikTok accounts with it, writes blogs on it, produces all her content on it. She even takes time for herself on her phone—watching movies, listening to music, researching, watching YouTube videos, and playing games. Everything is done through this single device.





A Life Behind Walls 🏰

This is Açelya’s reality. She feels like she’s in a prison surrounded by walls, with only the sky visible above. Words can’t fully describe how helpless she feels, yet she keeps trying to live.



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