I honestly don’t know why I bought the tablet. I feel disappointed.

When I bought it, I thought it would make my work easier, but unfortunately it didn’t turn out the way I expected. The pen doesn’t work the way it should. While scrolling Reels on Instagram, some videos freeze. After generating a video with Gemini, when I try to increase the resolution, it freezes. It doesn’t provide any extra convenience while writing blog posts. The screen quality is good, but not as good as I imagined.

Right now, it feels like I wasted my money. But at the same time, I feel that in the coming months it will help me a lot. I might not need to buy a computer or a television for a while. I can handle everything I need to do on the tablet. If I start earning money, I can save it, and it also seems sufficient for developing my blog. At the same time, I can watch series, movies, and videos on it and manage my tasks from both the tablet and my phone. Above all, I bought it because it was something I had always wanted deep inside. Even if it turns out to be useless, I’m still happy that I bought it.

Other than that, there have been very good developments on my YouTube channel. I stopped posting Shorts and started focusing on long-form videos. A new video idea I discovered is getting views. It has received over 2,000 views and is still being watched. That’s actually very good—better than I expected. I hope it continues like this.

For now, my weekly upload plan is:

Monday – Underwear
Wednesday – Dresses
Friday – Underwear
Sunday – Weekly general collage

With my Gemini subscription, my work progresses quite easily. I’m thinking about whether I should make any changes. For example, on the thumbnails of the collage videos I share, it says “Adriana’s Wings.” But for the other videos I post during the week, I don’t edit the thumbnails. I choose a scene from the video that I really like and use it as the thumbnail. There is no extra text—it’s very simple and sufficient.

There are two reasons for this. The most important one is that I want the collage videos to look special. The second reason is that at the beginning of every video, along with the warning message, the “Adriana’s Wings” text appears for the first 10 seconds. The key point here is that the Sunday collage video is already created from the scenes I liked in the videos I shared earlier that week, so there’s no need to add an extra warning. The “Adriana’s Wings” text is quite simple and clear—it gives a sense of identity.

Instagram and my other social media accounts are still stable; there hasn’t been any significant growth. On the new Facebook page I opened, I’ve reached 38 followers. If my Instagram account goes viral, I will gain an incredible number of followers on both Instagram and Facebook at the same time.

Pinterest and TikTok are unfortunately not going well. Especially my TikTok account—it feels like a completely dead zone. Of course, I continue posting, but for now, I don’t even check it regularly.

For now, I think that’s it. I pray and hold onto hope. As I mentioned in my previous blog post, I completely cut off communication with the last friend I had recently made, and now I am entirely alone. So if something is going to happen, this year is the time.

Please pray for me as well. I love you. Thank you for reading.