I usually don’t sleep at night and I spend a lot of time in the morning thinking about the injustice of life and feeling sorry for myself. This has been going on for weeks now. I’m constantly dreaming and trying to figure out what I need to do to make it come true. I’m like a lost person looking for water in the middle of a huge desert. I always think I see the water and try to run to it, but as I get closer I start to realize that it’s actually a mirage. Anyway, that’s not what this is about, but that’s okay. Sometimes it’s good for me to open up.

I tried to share a Youtube shorts video at night close to dawn and it got weird views. Normally, you know, it stays at 0 views, but at night, close to dawn, it gets watched. I don’t understand why it doesn’t get any views during the day.

I really don’t understand what this is about. What determines the viewership? Is it the quality of the video? Is it the time the video is shared? Or is it something else that I don’t know about? It’s really hard to understand.

It’s 4:47 in the morning.

I posted another video about 30 minutes ago and still no views. It’s a bit strange that it happened at the moment when I was thinking of writing this article and sharing it with you, but I don’t know. I’ll check when I wake up. I don’t even know when I’ll fall asleep. The longer I don’t sleep, the weirder I get, and when I sleep, I never want to wake up. I’m really afraid to dream.

It’s 06.10 in the morning

The video still shows 0 views.

The situation is too dire and full of despair. I think I’ll go to sleep..

It’s been about another 10 hours and it still hasn’t been watched… I don’t understand, is it completely up to youtube’s whim. There’s a problem and I have to fix it.

It’s 6:40 in the afternoon and I just posted a new video a few minutes ago. I don’t think it will be watched, but I wanted to share it anyway.

December 7, 2024. It’s 11:38 p.m. I’m minutes into the new day and I checked the views. The videos I shared before started to slowly gain views and subscribers. I now have 13 subscribers.

December 8, 2024. İt’s 2.16. a.m.

At 1:46 a.m. I posted a video again and it started to be watched. The two previous videos were not watched, but this one was. I guess the previous videos will be watched in time.

İnteresting.

There is a detail I forgot to write. I changed the category of my video to “Fashion” and I think it had a big impact.