In December, especially in the United States, the most obvious sign of the approach of Christmas is that people are heavily involved in Christmas preparations.

It is a great misfortune not to live in countries where this rush is intense. While in Middle Eastern countries the New Year is approaching, we cannot be happy that the New Year is approaching… The reason is that every new year almost all products are raised again and again. how much will bread be? what about eggs, milk, cheese and basic food products? it is full of people who can’t sleep thinking about these things. it shouldn’t be too difficult to understand what causes this problem. It is very difficult to find justice in any Muslim-majority country. I am not saying this because I am islamaphobic, on the contrary, I am a Muslim but I don’t want to live in a country ruled by Muslims.

Christian and jew

I think that Jews or Christians have educated themselves very well in justice and ethics. There will be a few exceptional periods or leaders, but for the most part we are witnessing very big problems that are not encouraging.

Children

Children are at the top of the list. Look, it may sound very strange to you, but the explanation for this problem is simple.To give an example from Syria, pay attention to patriarchal countries and countries where women have low levels of education. Almost all of these countries are in the Middle East.

As a result of both patriarchy and the idea that women’s only duty is to take care of children at home and that they are not allowed to be educated by their own fathers, women spend their entire lives at home. moreover, this problem does not end with the family they were born into, but the man they marry continues the same outdated thinking. Think of the irony that results. This mentality, which demands a female doctor in the hospital for their wives to give birth, finds it shameful to educate their own daughters. This is an example based on a single idea. There are many examples like this and you would be amazed to hear them.

Think about the children that these women give birth to. Think of the people who emigrated from the Middle East when war broke out in various countries, and if you have met some of them, you will realize that their children do not get along with your children. This is because of their parents. A wise man cannot be born from ignorant and uneducated parents. Even if he is born, it is a blessing from God. It has nothing to do with his parents.

Some mountains give birth to mice. Some mice give birth to mountains.

I don’t disrespect any phenomenon or belief for no reason, but during the time I lived in this geography I witnessed such disgusting situations that my faith in humanity was shaken. As a result, I went into a deep depression and research process. Was the whole humanity so bad or did I come across such a situation? It was very difficult for me to understand. I had to discover movies and TV series that reflected foreign cultures to come to a conclusion. So I started watching American movies and TV series. I was so interested… Especially the ones about Christmas. Even though I watched them over and over again, I never got tired of them and they entertained me every time. TV series are a different world. Most of them were youth dramas, of course. If you only knew how big dreams I had in every episode. I put myself in the main character’s shoes and wandered around in that world, writing my own story. It was an incredible feeling. When I started watching the series, it was like I was not real. I was so focused that sometimes I forgot that I existed. Of course, as I got older, I encountered the cruelty and disgustingness of real life. Slowly the time for the university exam was coming, I thought I was going to enter the best period of my life, but in fact I was going to go through hell. A whole 3 years. 3 years that would take me to a mental hospital, and now I’m in the 4th year. it’s still the same. I’m still depressed. I’m still unhappy. Still no hope. I desperately keep writing my blog and sharing videos. who knows, maybe a miracle will happen, right? maybe these words will go down in history.

I wish to reach America, the dream of my youth, before it is too late and my enthusiasm fades.

Thanks.