Category: Hope & Dreams

  • 500 Subscribers, One Quiet Victory

    500 Subscribers, One Quiet Victory

    500. As of today, I’ve reached 500 subscribers. It’s already been well over a year since I published my first video. I never expected to be creating content for this long — I probably told myself I’d get bored within two months, but that’s not what happened. I’m still creating. I’m still writing on this…

  • I Don’t Know What Tomorrow Holds. I Only Hope.

    I Don’t Know What Tomorrow Holds. I Only Hope.

    These days I don’t know what to do with myself. While wandering through the world I’ve built inside my own mind, I pretend to like people I don’t like in the real world. I’m deceiving myself because I’m suppressing my unhappiness and my hopes — as always. I think about the dreams I hope will…

  • I Used to Pretend I Knew. I Don’t Anymore

    I Used to Pretend I Knew. I Don’t Anymore

    I feel deeply embarrassed listening to people who think they know everything. We should think more carefully and act with far more humility about things we can never reach a definitive conclusion on. I encountered this problem constantly in my own family and life. My youth and childhood unfortunately passed under exactly this kind of…

  • I want to make money

    I want to make money

    I hear you saying, “Then work!” You’re right, I worked, but the results weren’t what I expected. Not only did I not get the reward for my labor, but instead of gaining freedom, I felt even more oppressed. The more I got to know people, the more I realized how difficult it is to live…

  • New Job, Estrogen,Hopelessness |Weekly Journal 2

    New Job, Estrogen,Hopelessness |Weekly Journal 2

    July 20, 2025 It’s been four days since my last weekly blog post, and I think I forgot to write the first three days of my weekly blog. Actually, nothing important happened, so I didn’t write… Tomorrow is the first day of my one-week work adventure, and I’m not excited because I’ve worked before, I…

  • Why Courage Is Necessary ?

    Why Courage Is Necessary ?

    “You must believe in a decision yourself first. Otherwise, it will feel strange to you from the beginning.”This quote isn’t mine.It belongs to someone I met in an online game.But I heard it at the exact moment I needed to — when I hesitated for a brief second while trying to introduce myself.It gave me…

  • O-1 Visa: Individuals with Extraordinary Ability or Achievement

    Today, while I was browsing Tiktok, I came across a video that excited me a lot. The video is about the American Visa. In the video, a man talks about people participating in the green card lottery to go to America and people thinking that the green card is only obtained from the lottery. I…