Tag: personal
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Research, Don’t Regret: The Diary of a Bad Tech Purchase
RegretThere is a trait of mine that I really don’t like. For example, I regret the tablet I recently bought. I wish I had researched more because there were better options in the same price segment. It didn’t meet my expectations, and I also feel like it freezes a bit.Now I’m trying to sell it.…
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Eid, Diets, and the Dream of Being Free
For about two months now I’ve been trying to lose weight, but as I mentioned in my previous blog post, I unfortunately failed and couldn’t manage it. Despite watching what I eat, I’m struggling not just to lose weight but even to maintain where I currently am. And on top of that, Eid is tomorrow.…
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I Used to Pretend I Knew. I Don’t Anymore
I feel deeply embarrassed listening to people who think they know everything. We should think more carefully and act with far more humility about things we can never reach a definitive conclusion on. I encountered this problem constantly in my own family and life. My youth and childhood unfortunately passed under exactly this kind of…
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I’m truly alone now.
I mentioned to you that I had made a new friend. I think that friend is no longer in my life either. Every day, I understand more clearly how difficult it is to make friends. Having a friendship where you share similar values and mutually support each other under all circumstances is truly a luxury.…
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14, Februray. Special day but not for me.
Today is February 14, Valentine’s Day. I will publish this in the coming days. I want to talk about the tablet I bought today and the mood changes I experienced throughout the day Lately, I’ve generally been very conflicted, but as the days pass, I feel more and more overwhelmed. Along with that, I keep…
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I Don’t Want to Know the Future – That’s Why I Will Succeed.
Nothing I change on my blog, my YouTube channel, or my Instagram and TikTok pages ever truly gives me the feeling of “enough.” It always feels like there is some unreachable better point ahead of me, yet I’m not even sure if that point really exists.In the past year alone, I’ve made so many changes…
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Every Road Is Allowed Until You Win
I’ve started to feel like I’m fighting less lately, and the reason is simple. When I listen to success stories, I realize that many people have no ethical boundaries. For example, people trying to grow their YouTube channels once bought fake subscribers, actors unfairly took roles, women marketed themselves as objects, men acted like mafias,…
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I want to make money
I hear you saying, “Then work!” You’re right, I worked, but the results weren’t what I expected. Not only did I not get the reward for my labor, but instead of gaining freedom, I felt even more oppressed. The more I got to know people, the more I realized how difficult it is to live…
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Every person succeeds only through their own efforts.
Lately, I’ve been thinking about friendships and how tightly we bind ourselves to other people. Why do we have to go for coffee with someone? Why do we feel the need to have someone to tell our problems to? Why do we ask others to validate our ideas? Why? Don’t we know how to live…
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The truth really upsets me.
Job I feel extremely useless. I’ve been looking for a job for a long time. At first, I started with the mindset that “any job will do,” but the moment I began reading the working conditions, I fell into an even deeper depression. What’s being offered isn’t humane working conditions at all — it’s nothing…
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The Winds of Fake Lives
The Winds of Fake LivesMaybe I’m not interesting because I don’t perform a fake life.Unlike celebrities and influencers, I can’t show you a life I don’t actually live.That would be wrong. Ridiculous. Disgusting.We are all human, and that’s exactly why we are fragile beings. We carry hundreds of problems—this is completely natural. As tempting as…
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Richness
A study in the United States reveals that most of the richest people acquired their wealth through inheritance. This shows once again how difficult it is to achieve wealth.Building wealth by one’s own means seems to be a very laborious process. 🥺 It is hard to say anything definite about this.Working is important, yes, but…
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Tried, Fell, Reflected: A Pause in the Middle of Life
People say life is nothing but choices; I’m sure you’ve heard that before.Today, I want to talk about how these choices shaped my life — and how meaningful they actually are. I don’t want to be where I am today.Did I try to change it? Yes.Did all my efforts work? Unfortunately, no. Struggle and Wasted…
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Ten Days of Silence, Small Steps, and Silent Battles
🌙 Ten Days of Silence, Small Steps, and Silent Battles ❤️🔥 I hadn’t written a blog post in ten days. Honestly, I just didn’t want to repeat the same things over and over again. Depression, hopelessness, daydreaming… The classic me, and my classic depressive mood, once again took control of my life. ⚡ Session Details…
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My New Little Shopping Spree & a Small source of Happiness| Budget Planning 3
🎀 My New Little Shopping Spree & a Small source of Happiness 🎀(November 5, 2025) Philips BG1024 – $15Xiaomi InFace – $39HY300 Pro Projector – $40 I want to start by explaining how I managed to make this purchase. I haven’t been working for a while, and I’ve been spending most of my days dealing…
