Author: Açelya Güneş
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The First Time I saw Myself
It was February 2024, I think… The first time I bought women’s clothing for myself. Two skirts, two tops. One skirt looked like something a businesswoman would wear—structured, elegant, confident. The other was red, youthful, the kind of skirt a carefree girl would wear as it twirls. Two different versions of me folded into shopping…
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Letters to a trans woman
The Letters You Sent Transgender woman : My Response from the Silence —I check my inbox every day.Some messages whisper from the darkness.Some cry out in despair.Some are wrapped in love but laced with poison. I read them all.Because this path I walk isn’t just mine—It belongs to every word written with judgment, pain, or…
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To Protect Myself
When I recorded those videos, I was creating a window into my future. I wanted to see myself as the woman I truly am. I wanted to capture my emotions, my struggles, my journey—to look back one day when I had finally made it. But then, I deleted them all. And you know what? That…
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Like a Rebirth – Transgender woman 🦋
It’s now April 5, 2025, and it’s almost 3:00 AM. In the background, I’m listening to the 4th season of “Chilling Adventures of Sabrina.” This morning, a package I was eagerly waiting for arrived. Inside, there was a long black skirt, a matching hijab blouse, and a floral bra. It wasn’t just any ordinary moment;…
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Trump’s America: A Dream Turned into a Nightmare
For years, I have nurtured a dream. A dream of moving to America, a land of opportunity, where I could find a place to be truly free. I imagined building a life for myself, starting my own business, becoming wealthy, and maybe even famous. But now, as I watch the events unfold under Trump’s leadership,…
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How Do You Know If You’re Transgender Woman ?
Inspired by My Own Journey… Self-discovery is sometimes a quiet journey. In the noise of the outside world, it starts as a small whisper inside… That whisper grows stronger over time, until it leads you to face your truth. In this post, I want to share my personal experience as a trans woman and try…
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Shaping My Writings with AI: A Step Towards the Future
Recently, the process of creating my blog posts has undergone a significant transformation. In the past, I would write everything from start to finish by myself, but now, I delegate much of the process to artificial intelligence. This shift has truly benefited me. I can now write faster and ensure that my content is more…
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Lost Behind Time
There was a time when everything felt easier. I could finish an entire season of a show in one day. I would get lost in stories, live alongside the characters, and lose track of time. Watching a movie used to take me away from reality for a while. But now? Now, I can’t even focus…
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Sudden Return to Myself: Embracing My Womanhood
Sudden Return to Myself: Embracing My Womanhood and the Power of Being Trans Today, March 30, 2025, around 03:50 AM. For over a month now, I’ve been struggling with depression. It’s been consuming me, and tears have been pulling me deeper into a void. This emotional turmoil has led me to unintentionally suppress my womanhood.…
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Dreams Crashing Against the Walls of Censorship
Closed Doors, Unsilenced Voices One morning, like any other, I opened the app. My mind was already thinking about what I wanted to share, what I wanted to express, what I wanted to show. But something was missing. Something was gone. Snapchat’s Spotlight feature was shut down for my country. A button, a line of…
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Coffe
A Life That Isn’t Mine March 30, 2025, midnight,Time feels heavy, breath grows tight,I sit at a table, staring at my cold coffee,While a storm rages inside. Beside me, a woman, my age,Sitting with her husband, embraced by life,She smiles, she speaks, she is loved,And I… I am just a shadow, fading behind the light.…
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Chilling Adventures of Sabrina: A Journey Through Time
Chilling Adventures of Sabrina: A Journey Through Time During the pandemic, one day, while looking for something to watch, I came across “Chilling Adventures of Sabrina.” Back then, I had no idea what this show would mean to me. I just wanted to watch something—to pass the time. But unexpectedly, I became attached to it.…
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I Will Not Be Invisible: A Story of Identity, Struggle, and Dreams
On March 24, 2025, an email arrived in my inbox. But it was more than just words on a screen—it was a verdict, a sentence pronounced by someone who believed they had the right to judge my existence. The message was clear: I should hide my identity. “Because you are not beautiful,” it said. “People…
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Freedom, Trans Identity, and the Misuse of the Law: An Examination of U.S. Prisons
The rights and freedoms of trans individuals have become an increasingly significant topic of discussion in recent years, particularly in the United States. In this context, the issue of how trans inmates are housed and the potential misuse of trans identity to gain access to certain facilities has raised growing concerns. This article delves into…
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Hard Days, Heavy Burdens, and chasing a dream
Hard Days, Heavy Burdens, and Chasing a Dream Lately, watching what’s happening in my country fills me with deep despair. Injustice is so blatant that people have started questioning the very concept of fairness. When the judiciary is not independent and the law serves only a select few, how can we trust the future? But…
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What’s happening in my country ?
Problems have started to emerge in my country that frighten me and give me great fear for the future. The problems that already existed are now becoming more visible to the public. I am very angry with myself for not having managed to leave this country sooner. It will be very hard to live with…
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DE-PRO-SESSION
Before that, I sent my blog post to AI to voice a screenshot . ( 19 Days and Prisoners ) It has nothing to do, but think I wrote it because it’s so much in harmony with my life. ( AI works 😅 ) Today is February 18, 2025. Yesterday I wrote a diary about…
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19 Day and Prisoner.
I took a 19-day break from blogging. I needed to rest and think for a while. Moreover, I made some small changes in my social media plans. Before making these changes, I decided to go further with a decision I made before. I decided to be braver about sharing my face and thoughts on my…
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Being beautiful
17 February 2025, after 24 days, I put on my women’s clothes again, put on some simple makeup and took some selfies. Honestly, I thought I was beautiful, but when the front camera turned on, the imperfections on my face and also on my body made me very sad. I was thinking that maybe I…
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Letters sent to an indefinite time
Since November 8, 2024, I have been blogging. Honestly, when I started writing these blog posts, I could predict that I would make many changes in this process. What I could not predict is that my psychological crises would be so severe. I feel myself in a dead end, as always. It feels good to…
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