Category: Becoming Açelya
Along with discovering my gender identity and the process of accepting it, I’ll be posting my blog entries about my gender transition journey here. 🌠🎀
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The Impact of Familial Deficiencies and Societal Prejudices on a Transgender Identity: Debunking Misconceptions
The messages and feedback I have received have deeply affected me. Especially the idea that my trans identity is what led me to depression or pushed me towards thoughts of suicide is a great misunderstanding. The truth is that the things that made me depressed or led me to attempt suicide were not my identity,…
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Letters to a trans woman
The Letters You Sent Transgender woman : My Response from the Silence —I check my inbox every day.Some messages whisper from the darkness.Some cry out in despair.Some are wrapped in love but laced with poison. I read them all.Because this path I walk isn’t just mine—It belongs to every word written with judgment, pain, or…
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Like a Rebirth – Transgender woman 🦋
It’s now April 5, 2025, and it’s almost 3:00 AM. In the background, I’m listening to the 4th season of “Chilling Adventures of Sabrina.” This morning, a package I was eagerly waiting for arrived. Inside, there was a long black skirt, a matching hijab blouse, and a floral bra. It wasn’t just any ordinary moment;…
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How Do You Know If You’re Transgender Woman ?
Inspired by My Own Journey… Self-discovery is sometimes a quiet journey. In the noise of the outside world, it starts as a small whisper inside… That whisper grows stronger over time, until it leads you to face your truth. In this post, I want to share my personal experience as a trans woman and try…
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Sudden Return to Myself: Embracing My Womanhood
Sudden Return to Myself: Embracing My Womanhood and the Power of Being Trans Today, March 30, 2025, around 03:50 AM. For over a month now, I’ve been struggling with depression. It’s been consuming me, and tears have been pulling me deeper into a void. This emotional turmoil has led me to unintentionally suppress my womanhood.…
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Being beautiful
17 February 2025, after 24 days, I put on my women’s clothes again, put on some simple makeup and took some selfies. Honestly, I thought I was beautiful, but when the front camera turned on, the imperfections on my face and also on my body made me very sad. I was thinking that maybe I…
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Trump’s decisions about trans people.
Today trump made a new decision that we will not be surprised by. Many trans people opposed this decision and started spewing hate against Trump. These people are making decisions based on their religion. First of all, which decisions were made. To summarize; ■ Transgender women will not be able to compete in the women’s…
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At the bottom
I have no money left because I lost all my money recently. I can’t even pay my phone bill. I am trying to solve the problem somehow by using the bank campaign. It is not even possible to work anymore because “compulsory military service” will cause bigger problems than I thought. I researched in more…
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Look At Tiktok And Social Media Update
I did not advertise on tiktok for the 3 videos above, so I did not spend money. I spent about 30 cents for each of the 3 videos below. 500 views may seem low (actually it’s really low :D ) but I just started sharing videos and if I don’t spend money for my videos,…
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Makeup Shopping
I bought some makeup today. I bought about three or five things. I bought mascara, foundation, false nails, soap and pantyhose and a few other things. I wanted to make myself happy. I know I have very little money, but like I said, I wanted to make myself happy. I’ll make a video about it.…
