Category: Becoming Açelya
Along with discovering my gender identity and the process of accepting it, I’ll be posting my blog entries about my gender transition journey here. 🌠🎀
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How Do You Know If You’re Transgender Woman ?
Inspired by My Own Journey… Self-discovery is sometimes a quiet journey. In the noise of the outside world, it starts as a small whisper inside… That whisper grows stronger over time, until it leads you to face your truth. In this post, I want to share my personal experience as a trans woman and try…
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Sudden Return to Myself: Embracing My Womanhood
Sudden Return to Myself: Embracing My Womanhood and the Power of Being Trans Today, March 30, 2025, around 03:50 AM. For over a month now, I’ve been struggling with depression. It’s been consuming me, and tears have been pulling me deeper into a void. This emotional turmoil has led me to unintentionally suppress my womanhood.…
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Being beautiful
17 February 2025, after 24 days, I put on my women’s clothes again, put on some simple makeup and took some selfies. Honestly, I thought I was beautiful, but when the front camera turned on, the imperfections on my face and also on my body made me very sad. I was thinking that maybe I…
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Trump’s decisions about trans people.
Today trump made a new decision that we will not be surprised by. Many trans people opposed this decision and started spewing hate against Trump. These people are making decisions based on their religion. First of all, which decisions were made. To summarize; ■ Transgender women will not be able to compete in the women’s…
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At the bottom
I have no money left because I lost all my money recently. I can’t even pay my phone bill. I am trying to solve the problem somehow by using the bank campaign. It is not even possible to work anymore because “compulsory military service” will cause bigger problems than I thought. I researched in more…
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Look At Tiktok And Social Media Update
I did not advertise on tiktok for the 3 videos above, so I did not spend money. I spent about 30 cents for each of the 3 videos below. 500 views may seem low (actually it’s really low :D ) but I just started sharing videos and if I don’t spend money for my videos,…
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Makeup Shopping
I bought some makeup today. I bought about three or five things. I bought mascara, foundation, false nails, soap and pantyhose and a few other things. I wanted to make myself happy. I know I have very little money, but like I said, I wanted to make myself happy. I’ll make a video about it.…
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Courage
There is a subject that I hope to dare these days. You know that I am a man who feels like a woman, and most of the time I secretly dress like a woman. As for what I hope to dare, first of all, please look at this photo. That’s me. The wig on my…
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Being a trans woman
Today’s topic is being a trans woman. I didn’t sit on it and think about what I should write, I opened my blog page and now I’m starting to write. We will proceed title by title and the title will come in the title where I will pour out the feelings inside me. 1 –…
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Falling in love with a woman and wanting to be a woman
I have no idea how to express my feelings, but I will try. You know that I am a man who feels like a woman, that’s why my name is Açelya. There is no problem in feeling like a woman, but if we talk about my feelings of love, unfortunately the situation is not the…