Category: Becoming Açelya 💃
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Being a Woman at the Foot of a Grave
May 14, 2025 I have to write down what happened today.Because this isn’t just a story of a single day—it’s the embodiment of everything I’ve been silently carrying for years.And sadly, it came once again at the hands of people I know. The sun was already out when we set off. It was around 10…
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Hate Hiding Behind Science: A Response from a Trans Girl
This blog post is important because we will give the necessary answer to a “Transphobic” man (you identify yourself as a woman, but sorry, I prefer to call you a man. I hope you are not offended?) who definitely disturbs me a lot and writes very harsh sentences with arrogance and humiliation hidden under his…
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I am a woman ⭐️
Sometimes life puts such heavy stones in your path that you lose your way.You find yourself in the middle of a dark forest.Without music playing in your ears, you’d probably lose your mind.Reality often cuts deeper than pain.You don’t get used to it—you just learn to survive it. Whenever I try to talk to people…
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The Impact of Familial Deficiencies and Societal Prejudices on a Transgender Identity: Debunking Misconceptions
The messages and feedback I have received have deeply affected me. Especially the idea that my trans identity is what led me to depression or pushed me towards thoughts of suicide is a great misunderstanding. The truth is that the things that made me depressed or led me to attempt suicide were not my identity,…
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The First Time I saw Myself
It was February 2024, I think… The first time I bought women’s clothing for myself. Two skirts, two tops. One skirt looked like something a businesswoman would wear—structured, elegant, confident. The other was red, youthful, the kind of skirt a carefree girl would wear as it twirls. Two different versions of me folded into shopping…
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Letters to a trans woman
The Letters You Sent Transgender woman : My Response from the Silence —I check my inbox every day.Some messages whisper from the darkness.Some cry out in despair.Some are wrapped in love but laced with poison. I read them all.Because this path I walk isn’t just mine—It belongs to every word written with judgment, pain, or…
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Like a Rebirth – Transgender woman 🦋
It’s now April 5, 2025, and it’s almost 3:00 AM. In the background, I’m listening to the 4th season of “Chilling Adventures of Sabrina.” This morning, a package I was eagerly waiting for arrived. Inside, there was a long black skirt, a matching hijab blouse, and a floral bra. It wasn’t just any ordinary moment;…
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How Do You Know If You’re Transgender Woman ?
Inspired by My Own Journey… Self-discovery is sometimes a quiet journey. In the noise of the outside world, it starts as a small whisper inside… That whisper grows stronger over time, until it leads you to face your truth. In this post, I want to share my personal experience as a trans woman and try…
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Sudden Return to Myself: Embracing My Womanhood
Sudden Return to Myself: Embracing My Womanhood and the Power of Being Trans Today, March 30, 2025, around 03:50 AM. For over a month now, I’ve been struggling with depression. It’s been consuming me, and tears have been pulling me deeper into a void. This emotional turmoil has led me to unintentionally suppress my womanhood.…
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I Will Not Be Invisible: A Story of Identity, Struggle, and Dreams
On March 24, 2025, an email arrived in my inbox. But it was more than just words on a screen—it was a verdict, a sentence pronounced by someone who believed they had the right to judge my existence. The message was clear: I should hide my identity. “Because you are not beautiful,” it said. “People…
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Freedom, Trans Identity, and the Misuse of the Law: An Examination of U.S. Prisons
The rights and freedoms of trans individuals have become an increasingly significant topic of discussion in recent years, particularly in the United States. In this context, the issue of how trans inmates are housed and the potential misuse of trans identity to gain access to certain facilities has raised growing concerns. This article delves into…
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Being beautiful
17 February 2025, after 24 days, I put on my women’s clothes again, put on some simple makeup and took some selfies. Honestly, I thought I was beautiful, but when the front camera turned on, the imperfections on my face and also on my body made me very sad. I was thinking that maybe I…
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Letters sent to an indefinite time
Since November 8, 2024, I have been blogging. Honestly, when I started writing these blog posts, I could predict that I would make many changes in this process. What I could not predict is that my psychological crises would be so severe. I feel myself in a dead end, as always. It feels good to…
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Dream
I wrote the title as “Dream” and put it under “draft”. It has been about 3-4 months. Actually, when I wrote the first title, my aim was to write about the meanings we attribute to dreams, but since I am depressed again, I will think of it as “The future I dream of” and I…
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Makeup Shopping
I bought some makeup today. I bought about three or five things. I bought mascara, foundation, false nails, soap and pantyhose and a few other things. I wanted to make myself happy. I know I have very little money, but like I said, I wanted to make myself happy. I’ll make a video about it.…
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Hijab
It’s 6:10 in the morning and I’m just starting to write because I found a game and played it for hours. I think I have a tendency to be addicted. I think it’s because I’m idle, because it’s good to get away from the world and dive into a game. Dozens of memories I don’t…
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Courage
There is a subject that I hope to dare these days. You know that I am a man who feels like a woman, and most of the time I secretly dress like a woman. As for what I hope to dare, first of all, please look at this photo. That’s me. The wig on my…
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Being a trans woman
Today’s topic is being a trans woman. I didn’t sit on it and think about what I should write, I opened my blog page and now I’m starting to write. We will proceed title by title and the title will come in the title where I will pour out the feelings inside me. 1 –…
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Falling in love with a woman and wanting to be a woman
I have no idea how to express my feelings, but I will try. You know that I am a man who feels like a woman, that’s why my name is Açelya. There is no problem in feeling like a woman, but if we talk about my feelings of love, unfortunately the situation is not the…
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Inspiration
I hope you are well. I’ve been having a lot of trouble lately and I wanted to share it with you. I want to express myself, to pour out what’s inside me, but every time I start writing, I lose hope. It’s as if I start to believe that nothing will get better, that everything…
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