Category: SOUL PAGES
My hopes are usually here. My depressive memories, unfiltered comments. All of them are here. ⭐️
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Adriana’s Wings – My Hope
Should I Make Changes to My Social Media Accounts? Lately, this question has been weighing on my mind — and to be honest, I don’t know the answer myself. It feels like there’s an important shift I’m supposed to make, but I just can’t see it yet. Maybe I do need change, or maybe I…
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Colonel who breaks into women’s homes and steals their underwear
After watching a documentary, my inner blogger was reignited—I immediately opened the notes app on my phone and started writing. [Subject: Russell Williams]The documentary tells the story of a man who was once a highly respected military officer, a colonel, and the double life he led. On one hand, he was a strict and successful…
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Chicken egg – Metaphor
Let’s imagine a chick egg with a shell that is unusually hard compared to the others. Among dozens of chicks, there is one egg that cannot hatch. Why does the chick have to exert more effort than the others? Perhaps the chick should never have been born, as the price it would have to pay…
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My new bras, a fight, returning home… | Weekly Journal 3
July 24, 2025 Today is my fourth day at work, and it’s getting easier, but working for 12 hours straight is still incredibly exhausting.What’s even more frustrating is that I’ll be spending all the money I earned in the last three days on domain and hosting services. If I don’t do it now, the price…
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Ending a friendship
I have completely severed ties with a friend whom I have known for a long time but with whom I occasionally argue. I no longer speak to him or care about him. Of course, this did not happen overnight;it was the result of a long period of accumulated tension… I had previously written and published…
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Should a person agree to suffer once, just to get it over with ?
There are certain moments in life that you cannot forget. It does not have to be a significant event for these moments to be unforgettable; even on an ordinary day, certain events and moments occur that make that day unforgettable. Some of the moments I can’t forget are like this—quite ordinary yet deeply impactful. The…
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Money is the master of humanity.
I want to write something, I want to express my feelings, I want to write about how much I cried, I want to write about how overwhelmed I felt, I want to write about how lonely I felt in the crowd, I want to write… Can I write? Will it help? Can you understand my…
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New Job, Estrogen,Hopelessness |Weekly Journal 2
July 20, 2025 It’s been four days since my last weekly blog post, and I think I forgot to write the first three days of my weekly blog. Actually, nothing important happened, so I didn’t write… Tomorrow is the first day of my one-week work adventure, and I’m not excited because I’ve worked before, I…
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My toxic friendship that I couldn’t end
There are things I want to talk about regarding friendship… I’ll explain through a specific friendship that I personally experienced and that has made me uncomfortable. A friend I’ve known since childhood—someone whose many mistakes I’ve tolerated for as long as I can remember. From time to time, we argue and speak openly to each…
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Why Courage Is Necessary ?
“You must believe in a decision yourself first. Otherwise, it will feel strange to you from the beginning.”This quote isn’t mine.It belongs to someone I met in an online game.But I heard it at the exact moment I needed to — when I hesitated for a brief second while trying to introduce myself.It gave me…
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Seconds Away From Being Caught
Honestly, I made a mistake — one that was foolish on the surface, yet could’ve escalated into something huge.I was this close to being caught.And I need to talk about it. I was at home, peacefully walking around in women’s clothes — feeling safe, calm, me.And then suddenly… I heard the sound of the front…
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Walking Over Billions of Lifeless Bodies
Lately, what’s happening in the Middle East no longer feels like distant headlines or political debates. It’s something deeper, something darker, sinking into our collective sense of safety. The rising tensions between Iran, Israel, and the United States aren’t just regional disputes — they’re signs of a global fracture. A breaking point. A collapse silently…
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The Captivity of Womanhood
I’m sorry that I feel the need to write this.But the sadness and helplessness inside me are wearing me down day by day.I can’t bear it anymore.And so, I write again… and again. A while ago, I mentioned that I had to change cities for a short holiday. Because of that, I’m currently staying at…
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I saw the sun
Lately, I’ve been feeling a bit more at peace.Compared to the past, the days feel quieter, slower, and somehow a little less painful. School is over. Exams are behind me. I’ve graduated.That sentence still sounds a bit surreal, but it’s true.I’m on holiday now. I can breathe. As time passes, I’m getting used to Reddit.At…
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“We Made No Mistakes”: Living Inside a Silent Disaster
Today, I heard a sentence that stayed with me all day:“We made no mistakes.”Such a familiar denial, such a familiar escape. I’m surrounded by people who refuse to accept their faults—people who, even when guilty, will never admit it. In fact, they go as far as to blame the innocent.And I’m forced to live among…
