Category: Soul Pages🖤
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Poverty is only glorified when you’re helpless.
Understanding the meaning behind this sentence isn’t hard. Lately, I’ve been hearing—and for years have heard—a misconception that I now feel compelled to address. This idea is, unfortunately, very common in my region, especially among my family. Understanding how it formed and how it leads people to ruin is a matter worthy of academic discussion.…
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Left Alone with My Own Darkness
Not a day goes by without the weight inside me growing heavier. A sadness I can’t fully name settles on my chest… Sometimes I’m not even doing anything—just walking down the street or catching my reflection in a shop window… and my eyes begin to fill with tears. Something deep within me can’t take it…
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The Silent Scream of Accumulated Hatred
There is a growing hatred inside me. Silent, yet burning… A hatred for the land I live in, for the people who stole what was mine, for those who shattered my heart and then wore innocence like a mask. It grows—this hatred—for everyone and everything. Even the last fragments of my will to live are…
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Will Anyone Hear My Voice?
I’m writing these words for the days when they will finally mean something. These days, I hate myself the most. There’s no guarantee I’ll even survive, and I don’t know if I truly have the will to live. There’s no desire left in me, and nowhere to go. Life drags me around like trash, tossing…
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“It Feels Like I’ve Already Lost My Mind… and No One Noticed”
There are so many problems in my life, and I’m tired of pretending like they don’t exist. I no longer want to live as if I’m strong, act like I’m cheerful, or smile like everything’s okay… because nothing is. I need a touch of magic now. Maybe it’s not real… but some part of me…
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The Day I Met the Circus – A Memory from a Forgotten Childhood
I can’t recall the exact date, but I know I was in middle school. It was an experience I had never had before. I remember being filled with curiosity and anticipation. For the first time in my life, I was about to see people I’d never seen, doing things I couldn’t even imagine. I didn’t…
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Caught Between Two Ends
Sometimes life feels like being trapped between two extremes. One part of me whispers that everything is over,While another part still clings to the will to live.Somewhere deep inside, there’s still a sunny day,And somewhere else, it feels like I’ve lost that sun forever. I close my eyes to reality.Because every time I open them,…
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On the Edge of Infinity
Lately, I’ve been dealing with an unbearable pain in my lower back.I can’t sit properly. I can’t bend without wincing.I can’t even meet my most basic personal needs without struggle.It feels like my body is no longer listening to me—Like it’s slowly giving up, just like my soul already has. I was already exhausted, already…
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Written from the depths of pain
It’s 2 AM.The most depressive songs echo in my ears through my headphones, and I’m holding an energy drink.But I’m not tired—I’m far beyond tired.I’m emptied out. For days now, there’s been this unbearable pain in my lower back.I can’t bend properly.I can’t sit comfortably.Even meeting my most basic needs has become a struggle.This body…
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Lost Behind Time
There was a time when everything felt easier. I could finish an entire season of a show in one day. I would get lost in stories, live alongside the characters, and lose track of time. Watching a movie used to take me away from reality for a while. But now? Now, I can’t even focus…
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Coffe
A Life That Isn’t Mine March 30, 2025, midnight,Time feels heavy, breath grows tight,I sit at a table, staring at my cold coffee,While a storm rages inside. Beside me, a woman, my age,Sitting with her husband, embraced by life,She smiles, she speaks, she is loved,And I… I am just a shadow, fading behind the light.…
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Chilling Adventures of Sabrina: A Journey Through Time
Chilling Adventures of Sabrina: A Journey Through Time During the pandemic, one day, while looking for something to watch, I came across “Chilling Adventures of Sabrina.” Back then, I had no idea what this show would mean to me. I just wanted to watch something—to pass the time. But unexpectedly, I became attached to it.…
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What’s happening in my country ?
Problems have started to emerge in my country that frighten me and give me great fear for the future. The problems that already existed are now becoming more visible to the public. I am very angry with myself for not having managed to leave this country sooner. It will be very hard to live with…
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DE-PRO-SESSION
Before that, I sent my blog post to AI to voice a screenshot . ( 19 Days and Prisoners ) It has nothing to do, but think I wrote it because it’s so much in harmony with my life. ( AI works 😅 ) Today is February 18, 2025. Yesterday I wrote a diary about…
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19 Day and Prisoner.
I took a 19-day break from blogging. I needed to rest and think for a while. Moreover, I made some small changes in my social media plans. Before making these changes, I decided to go further with a decision I made before. I decided to be braver about sharing my face and thoughts on my…
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At the bottom
I have no money left because I lost all my money recently. I can’t even pay my phone bill. I am trying to solve the problem somehow by using the bank campaign. It is not even possible to work anymore because “compulsory military service” will cause bigger problems than I thought. I researched in more…
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Becoming a soldier
I’m here with a new problem that is sitting at the center of my life. Of course, because I haven’t had any new problems for a while and I was quite surprised. I am facing the problem of military service. In my country there is compulsory military service and only men have to do it.…
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I FEEL LIKE I’M GONNA DIE.
I don’t know why, but for some time now I have had a feeling that I am going to die. I try to explain it but my words are not enough. I don’t know why I have this feeling. My eyes hurt and bleed. I also feel dizzy. It’s been happening a lot lately and…
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Needing someone else
Today I would like to talk about being dependent on an ignorant, evil, selfish and pathetic person for any reason. Being dependent on a kind-hearted person may not be so painful, but being dependent on a person with the disgusting characteristics I mentioned can lead to irreversible psychological collapse. It should be considered as a…
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Despair
Look, dear, what we’re going to talk about today is a little different. In crypto, you know, there’s leverage. You can open a long or short position up to 100 times your money, and depending on the position you open, you can make 100 times your money or lose everything in a small fall or…
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