Category: SOUL PAGES
My hopes are usually here. My depressive memories, unfiltered comments. All of them are here. ⭐️
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DE-PRO-SESSION
Before that, I sent my blog post to AI to voice a screenshot . ( 19 Days and Prisoners ) It has nothing to do, but think I wrote it because it’s so much in harmony with my life. ( AI works 😅 ) Today is February 18, 2025. Yesterday I wrote a diary about…
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19 Day and Prisoner.
I took a 19-day break from blogging. I needed to rest and think for a while. Moreover, I made some small changes in my social media plans. Before making these changes, I decided to go further with a decision I made before. I decided to be braver about sharing my face and thoughts on my…
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Letters sent to an indefinite time
Since November 8, 2024, I have been blogging. Honestly, when I started writing these blog posts, I could predict that I would make many changes in this process. What I could not predict is that my psychological crises would be so severe. I feel myself in a dead end, as always. It feels good to…
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Dream
I wrote the title as “Dream” and put it under “draft”. It has been about 3-4 months. Actually, when I wrote the first title, my aim was to write about the meanings we attribute to dreams, but since I am depressed again, I will think of it as “The future I dream of” and I…
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Snapchat
First of all, it’s snowing outside and I’m warming up in my room next to the heater. It seems like a nice duo. Anyway, I opened a snapchat account about 1 week ago. When I opened the account, I never imagined that I would reach 5.003 followers in 1 week. Actually I thought snapchat was…
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Open 10 gmail accounts for unproductive use
As the title suggests, I am trying to open 10 different gmail accounts. The reason is simple. I need an AI voiceover subscription to use in my Youtube videos, but it is very expensive. $6 for 30,000 characters (30 minute ~ ) 13.20 $ for 100,000 Characters ( 2 hours ~) Don’t call it cheap,…
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My concepts for Youtube
I realized that I need to think of concepts to share on my Youtube account other than shorts videos. I should use AI here too. I need to discover an AI tool that will work for me, especially to voice the video, but before that I need to think of at least 3 different video…
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The spell is broken
With 7 minutes to go on January 12, I suddenly wanted to write a blog. Today I shared a shorts video on my Youtube account and I think the spell is broken because 11 of the last 14 videos I have shared in the last 2 weeks are still “No views” and the remaining 3…
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Becoming a soldier
I’m here with a new problem that is sitting at the center of my life. Of course, because I haven’t had any new problems for a while and I was quite surprised. I am facing the problem of military service. In my country there is compulsory military service and only men have to do it.…
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USA and Alien
Very strange things are happening in the world these days. I can’t understand it. UFO-like luminous vehicles allegedly belonging to aliens are appearing all over the world. Especially in the United States, there are many reports and videos. I believe it is real because the Universe we live in is inconceivably big. This vastness frightens…
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I FEEL LIKE I’M GONNA DIE.
I don’t know why, but for some time now I have had a feeling that I am going to die. I try to explain it but my words are not enough. I don’t know why I have this feeling. My eyes hurt and bleed. I also feel dizzy. It’s been happening a lot lately and…
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MUSİC AND EMOTIONS
music has more influence than we think. They’re like a drug. They can instill incredible sadness and hope. When you put on headphones and close your eyes, it makes you question reality. It suddenly changes our moods, or let’s say it reveals the emotions we have suppressed inside us. I don’t think an emotion that…
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Needing someone else
Today I would like to talk about being dependent on an ignorant, evil, selfish and pathetic person for any reason. Being dependent on a kind-hearted person may not be so painful, but being dependent on a person with the disgusting characteristics I mentioned can lead to irreversible psychological collapse. It should be considered as a…
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MUSLIM INJUSTICE and CHRISTMAS
In December, especially in the United States, the most obvious sign of the approach of Christmas is that people are heavily involved in Christmas preparations. It is a great misfortune not to live in countries where this rush is intense. While in Middle Eastern countries the New Year is approaching, we cannot be happy that…
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Despair
Look, dear, what we’re going to talk about today is a little different. In crypto, you know, there’s leverage. You can open a long or short position up to 100 times your money, and depending on the position you open, you can make 100 times your money or lose everything in a small fall or…
