Tag: self-acceptance
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Between Fear and Freedom: My Struggle With Identity and Choices
Introduction ✨ Life has been messy lately. I’m standing at a crossroads where every choice feels like losing. Social media has drained me, my motivation is slipping, and on top of that, I have an important exam ahead that could shape my future. But the price of success might be hiding who I am, while…
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Is Being Brave Enough to Embrace Womanhood ?
📆 Halfway Through 2025: A Difficult Start, a Surprising PauseWe’ve already made it through half of 2025.For me, the year started in a cloud of depression, but unexpectedly turned into something more gentle with a surprise vacation. 🏖️I spent about three months resting, clearing my mind, and living moments that gave me new experiences and…
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Leave trans women alone! Is it courage? Or irresponsibility?
I don’t remember writing a blog about this before, but…I just bought some new women’s underwear, and sadly, they didn’t fit me — it made me feel a bit upset. I wanted to pour my heart out about it. I want to leave behind the days of secretly dressing up and being afraid that people…
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Why Courage Is Necessary ?
“You must believe in a decision yourself first. Otherwise, it will feel strange to you from the beginning.”This quote isn’t mine.It belongs to someone I met in an online game.But I heard it at the exact moment I needed to — when I hesitated for a brief second while trying to introduce myself.It gave me…
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Seconds Away From Being Caught
Honestly, I made a mistake — one that was foolish on the surface, yet could’ve escalated into something huge.I was this close to being caught.And I need to talk about it. I was at home, peacefully walking around in women’s clothes — feeling safe, calm, me.And then suddenly… I heard the sound of the front…
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Don’t be afraid to walk, you will find peace… Rebirth Series – Part 4
You’re usually a calm person.But the moment your parents open their mouths, irritation rises inside you.There’s a surge of anger you can’t quite understand.You don’t like acting this way — it doesn’t feel like you. It’s a defense mechanism born from childhood trauma.Most likely something you went through as a child. Your parents rarely say…
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In the End
“They Said My Life Was Over…” Sometimes I receive feedback—From my followers, and even from people who don’t follow or like me.Sometimes it comes through email, sometimes through social media.I try to evaluate it with reason.If there’s truth in it, I take it and apply it to my life.The rest? I toss it straight into…
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You Can’t Live Like This… Rebirth Series – Part I
There was a time I used to be like that.I would overthink every little word, carry it inside me for days.One look could break me apart, and I’d spend hours asking myself what I did wrong.I was someone who lived by what others thought, who silenced her own voice, quiet on the outside, but screaming…
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Time for New Beginnings: I’m Truly Changing This Time
Sometimes life just squeezes you from the inside. Everything around you looks the same, but you’re breaking apart quietly within. Then one morning—or maybe one evening—or maybe with no reason at all, you just say, “I can’t keep going like this.” That’s where I am right now. I’ve made big decisions. They may seem small…
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A Skirt Shouldn’t Hurt This Much
This is not just a skirt. It’s hard to explain. But if I had to compress everything I’ve ever felt into a word, a photo, a single item—it would be this skirt. When I saw it, the emotions it stirred in me were unlike anything I had ever felt before. It became the embodiment of…
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To Succeed Out of Stubbornness
I was so small…And the world was enormous.Every time someone opened their mouth,They told me what I could never be.No one ever wondered what I might become. I wanted to succeed—Looking straight into their eyes.To silence those who said “You can’t,”To humble those who said “You won’t,”To walk the path they swore was impossible…Maybe it…
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I Tell My Story, Not You
Upon receiving a recent message, I felt the need to clarify certain misunderstandings.This response is not filled with anger, but rather with a firm commitment to truth. Let’s Talk About the Truth First of all, I love flowers, insects, airplanes, and cars immensely.I don’t know where the idea came from that I hate such things…
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I Didn’t Break, I Just Delayed What Needed to Be Said
I’ve stayed silent until now. I’ve been hurt, crushed, excluded—but I stayed silent. Because I believed that one day, every word that needed to be said would find its place. But now it’s no longer time to wait—it’s time to speak. These lines are written in anticipation of something that may very well happen. And…
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The First Time I saw Myself
It was February 2024, I think… The first time I bought women’s clothing for myself. Two skirts, two tops. One skirt looked like something a businesswoman would wear—structured, elegant, confident. The other was red, youthful, the kind of skirt a carefree girl would wear as it twirls. Two different versions of me folded into shopping…
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To Protect Myself
When I recorded those videos, I was creating a window into my future. I wanted to see myself as the woman I truly am. I wanted to capture my emotions, my struggles, my journey—to look back one day when I had finally made it. But then, I deleted them all. And you know what? That…
