Category: Becoming Açelya
Along with discovering my gender identity and the process of accepting it, I’ll be posting my blog entries about my gender transition journey here. 🌠🎀
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Laser hair removal was a total bust for me.
Before I started, I wanted to write about all my hair removal days; 1st sessionNovember 11, 2025Second sessionNovember 18, 2025Third sessionNovember 25, 2025Fourth sessionDecember 2, 20255th sessionDecember 9, 20256th SessionDecember 16, 20257th sessionDecember 23, 20258th sessionDecember 30, 20259th sessionJanuary 6, 202610th sessionJanuary 13, 202611th SessionJanuary 27, 2026 I used a home laser hair removal device…
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My 1 Month Diet Process
Values are in kg. January 10: 82.9January 11: 83.0January 12: 82.8January 13: 83.4January 14: 83.3January 15: 82.6January 16: 82.9January 17: 83.4January 18: 83.1January 19: 82.9January 20: 83.4January 21: 82.5January 22: 82.4January 23: 82.3January 24: 82.8January 25: 82.3January 26: 82.7January 27: 82.2January 28: 82.5January 29: 83.0January 30: 82.4January 31: 82.3 February 1: 82.5February 2: 82.5February 3:…
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Does At-Home Laser Hair Removal Work? My 5-Week Real Experience and Results ⚡✨
I’ve been trying to get rid of all my body hair using an at-home laser hair removal device for exactly 5 weeks now… 🏠 Since I don’t have the budget for professional centers, I decided to follow a cheaper path that is likely to work.I want to share my observations regarding the process and the…
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Is Being Transgender a Choice?
🌈 Is Being Transgender a Choice? There is a widespread misconception that being transgender is a choice. The lack of respect for LGBT people in most parts of the world and the disregard for their stories pave the way for this and many other misconceptions. I will try to explain why this is wrong, using…
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Is Being Brave Enough to Embrace Womanhood ?
📆 Halfway Through 2025: A Difficult Start, a Surprising PauseWe’ve already made it through half of 2025.For me, the year started in a cloud of depression, but unexpectedly turned into something more gentle with a surprise vacation. 🏖️I spent about three months resting, clearing my mind, and living moments that gave me new experiences and…
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Leave trans women alone! Is it courage? Or irresponsibility?
I don’t remember writing a blog about this before, but…I just bought some new women’s underwear, and sadly, they didn’t fit me — it made me feel a bit upset. I wanted to pour my heart out about it. I want to leave behind the days of secretly dressing up and being afraid that people…
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Manifesto – Part Two: Becoming a Woman
🌸 Manifesto – Part Two: Becoming a Woman The medications mentioned in this article are provided for informational purposes only. No medication should be used without the recommendation of a doctor or qualified healthcare professional. Self-medicating can lead to serious health issues. Always consult your doctor regarding any health concerns. First of all, deciding to…
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The Journey of My Digital Self: AI-Powered Self-Portraits
Lately, while scrolling through social media, I came across people creating AI-generated portraits of themselves — placing their own faces in different settings like cafés, weddings, gardens, or the streets of Paris. I was fascinated. And I thought: why shouldn’t I see myself like that too? So I gave it a try… but it turned…
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Why Courage Is Necessary ?
“You must believe in a decision yourself first. Otherwise, it will feel strange to you from the beginning.”This quote isn’t mine.It belongs to someone I met in an online game.But I heard it at the exact moment I needed to — when I hesitated for a brief second while trying to introduce myself.It gave me…
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Seconds Away From Being Caught
Honestly, I made a mistake — one that was foolish on the surface, yet could’ve escalated into something huge.I was this close to being caught.And I need to talk about it. I was at home, peacefully walking around in women’s clothes — feeling safe, calm, me.And then suddenly… I heard the sound of the front…
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Does Silence Come Before the Storm?
I haven’t posted a social media update in a long time.It’s not because I forgot, of course.Sadly, the truth is… nothing has really changed for months.That’s why most of what I’ve been writing lately is filled with sadness and personal struggles. Right now, I regularly create content on four platforms: YouTube, Instagram, TikTok, and now…
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Hate Hiding Behind Science: A Response from a Trans Girl
This blog post is important because we will give the necessary answer to a “Transphobic” man (you identify yourself as a woman, but sorry, I prefer to call you a man. I hope you are not offended?) who definitely disturbs me a lot and writes very harsh sentences with arrogance and humiliation hidden under his…
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The Impact of Familial Deficiencies and Societal Prejudices on a Transgender Identity: Debunking Misconceptions
The messages and feedback I have received have deeply affected me. Especially the idea that my trans identity is what led me to depression or pushed me towards thoughts of suicide is a great misunderstanding. The truth is that the things that made me depressed or led me to attempt suicide were not my identity,…
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Letters to a trans woman
The Letters You Sent Transgender woman : My Response from the Silence —I check my inbox every day.Some messages whisper from the darkness.Some cry out in despair.Some are wrapped in love but laced with poison. I read them all.Because this path I walk isn’t just mine—It belongs to every word written with judgment, pain, or…
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Like a Rebirth – Transgender woman 🦋
It’s now April 5, 2025, and it’s almost 3:00 AM. In the background, I’m listening to the 4th season of “Chilling Adventures of Sabrina.” This morning, a package I was eagerly waiting for arrived. Inside, there was a long black skirt, a matching hijab blouse, and a floral bra. It wasn’t just any ordinary moment;…
