Author: Açelya Güneş
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Eid, Diets, and the Dream of Being Free
For about two months now I’ve been trying to lose weight, but as I mentioned in my previous blog post, I unfortunately failed and couldn’t manage it. Despite watching what I eat, I’m struggling not just to lose weight but even to maintain where I currently am. And on top of that, Eid is tomorrow.…
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500 Subscribers, One Quiet Victory
500. As of today, I’ve reached 500 subscribers. It’s already been well over a year since I published my first video. I never expected to be creating content for this long — I probably told myself I’d get bored within two months, but that’s not what happened. I’m still creating. I’m still writing on this…
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I Don’t Know What Tomorrow Holds. I Only Hope.
These days I don’t know what to do with myself. While wandering through the world I’ve built inside my own mind, I pretend to like people I don’t like in the real world. I’m deceiving myself because I’m suppressing my unhappiness and my hopes — as always. I think about the dreams I hope will…
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I Used to Pretend I Knew. I Don’t Anymore
I feel deeply embarrassed listening to people who think they know everything. We should think more carefully and act with far more humility about things we can never reach a definitive conclusion on. I encountered this problem constantly in my own family and life. My youth and childhood unfortunately passed under exactly this kind of…
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16.000 ~ Followers, One Bad Decision, and Everything After
It was almost 4 years ago on TikTok. I had opened a page called Adriana’s Wings and started posting. Completely unaware of copyright issues, I was sharing every underwear video I could get my hands on. Genuine runway videos featuring real women. I think before two months had even passed, my videos had gone viral.…
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A Risk Named Adriana’s Wings
I honestly don’t know why I bought the tablet. I feel disappointed. When I bought it, I thought it would make my work easier, but unfortunately it didn’t turn out the way I expected. The pen doesn’t work the way it should. While scrolling Reels on Instagram, some videos freeze. After generating a video with…
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I’m truly alone now.
I mentioned to you that I had made a new friend. I think that friend is no longer in my life either. Every day, I understand more clearly how difficult it is to make friends. Having a friendship where you share similar values and mutually support each other under all circumstances is truly a luxury.…
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Simplifying My Blog, Simplifying My Mind
Minimalism. In recent years, I’ve started to better understand why people move with a minimalist perspective. For months, I’ve been trying to change my blog’s theme and appearance into something I truly like, but it’s so difficult that I just couldn’t manage it. Not having a computer makes it even harder. Building and transforming a…
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14, Februray. Special day but not for me.
Today is February 14, Valentine’s Day. I will publish this in the coming days. I want to talk about the tablet I bought today and the mood changes I experienced throughout the day Lately, I’ve generally been very conflicted, but as the days pass, I feel more and more overwhelmed. Along with that, I keep…
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Laser hair removal was a total bust for me.
Before I started, I wanted to write about all my hair removal days; 1st sessionNovember 11, 2025Second sessionNovember 18, 2025Third sessionNovember 25, 2025Fourth sessionDecember 2, 20255th sessionDecember 9, 20256th SessionDecember 16, 20257th sessionDecember 23, 20258th sessionDecember 30, 20259th sessionJanuary 6, 202610th sessionJanuary 13, 202611th SessionJanuary 27, 2026 I used a home laser hair removal device…
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My 1 Month Diet Process
Values are in kg. January 10: 82.9January 11: 83.0January 12: 82.8January 13: 83.4January 14: 83.3January 15: 82.6January 16: 82.9January 17: 83.4January 18: 83.1January 19: 82.9January 20: 83.4January 21: 82.5January 22: 82.4January 23: 82.3January 24: 82.8January 25: 82.3January 26: 82.7January 27: 82.2January 28: 82.5January 29: 83.0January 30: 82.4January 31: 82.3 February 1: 82.5February 2: 82.5February 3:…
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My First English Blog Post. No translate 💀
I am making different thing, I am writing English language, now, you say “so ? you already writing English.” But, probably you dont know because I told few months ago. Exactly I dont know speak english :D I think that and I saw ” I must learn English!!” So much mistake in there, ı know…
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Why am I constantly depressed? I’m trying to learn English…
I’ve realized that my writings are quite depressive. It wouldn’t be wrong to say that many people see this as exaggerated, but I’m writing the truth. I write in whatever psychological state I’m in during the day — neither more nor less. I don’t write what should be, I write what is. Mine is not…
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I have a weak mind.
This is a heavy self-criticism, at least that’s what I planned when I started writing, because I don’t know how honestly I can speak to myself. I am not in a time when I should be criticizing myself; right now, without questioning whose fault it is, I should find a way to escape the life…
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I Don’t Want to Know the Future – That’s Why I Will Succeed.
Nothing I change on my blog, my YouTube channel, or my Instagram and TikTok pages ever truly gives me the feeling of “enough.” It always feels like there is some unreachable better point ahead of me, yet I’m not even sure if that point really exists.In the past year alone, I’ve made so many changes…
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Every Road Is Allowed Until You Win
I’ve started to feel like I’m fighting less lately, and the reason is simple. When I listen to success stories, I realize that many people have no ethical boundaries. For example, people trying to grow their YouTube channels once bought fake subscribers, actors unfairly took roles, women marketed themselves as objects, men acted like mafias,…
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Instagram Reels Trials and My Youtube Channel
My Instagram account has recently unlocked the “Trials Reels” feature. In short, it’s a tool that helps content appear more on the Explore page. The posts do not appear on the profile and are not shown to followers — they are only visible on Explore. This makes it easier for videos to get discovered. Of…
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I want to make money
I hear you saying, “Then work!” You’re right, I worked, but the results weren’t what I expected. Not only did I not get the reward for my labor, but instead of gaining freedom, I felt even more oppressed. The more I got to know people, the more I realized how difficult it is to live…
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Every person succeeds only through their own efforts.
Lately, I’ve been thinking about friendships and how tightly we bind ourselves to other people. Why do we have to go for coffee with someone? Why do we feel the need to have someone to tell our problems to? Why do we ask others to validate our ideas? Why? Don’t we know how to live…
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The truth really upsets me.
Job I feel extremely useless. I’ve been looking for a job for a long time. At first, I started with the mindset that “any job will do,” but the moment I began reading the working conditions, I fell into an even deeper depression. What’s being offered isn’t humane working conditions at all — it’s nothing…
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