Author: Açelya Güneş
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How did I establish Adriana’s Wings?
💔 The Fall Before the Flight“How I lost everything… and found my wings.” 📱 November 2024 — My First Brand-New PhoneI remember it so clearly — November 2024. It was the first time in my life I bought a brand-new phone. But how did I even manage that? Around my birthday, I had been doing…
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October 1
I have a few projects in mind, one of which is, of course, “Adriana’s Wings,” and there’s another project I haven’t mentioned but is constantly on my mind. I won’t say what it’s about, but I eagerly dream of it coming to fruition. These days, I can barely feed myself, let alone work on a…
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When Hope Fades, Only Questions Remain
🌫 Empty Mind, Heavy Heart I once said I would share a blog every three days, but I can’t keep up with that. These days my mind feels completely empty, and I don’t know what to write. I don’t want to write just for the sake of it, but since I love expressing my feelings,…
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Between Fear and Freedom: My Struggle With Identity and Choices
Introduction ✨ Life has been messy lately. I’m standing at a crossroads where every choice feels like losing. Social media has drained me, my motivation is slipping, and on top of that, I have an important exam ahead that could shape my future. But the price of success might be hiding who I am, while…
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Tired of Social Media
🎥 Struggling with TikTok Views I’m exhausted from posting on TikTok because it doesn’t matter at all. My videos simply don’t get views. 😔 Even when I reposted the same video at different times and on different days, it still didn’t get watched. I tried many different concepts—nothing worked. Even when I paid to promote…
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Discipline vs. motivation
✨ Dreams, Reality, and the Gap in Between 🎭 The Fleeting Illusion of MotivationOver time, I realized that motivation is nothing more than a short-lived burst of dopamine. The difference between what you feel when dreaming of something and what you feel after actually achieving it is far greater—and more terrifying—than you imagine.For example, think…
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My Driving License Journey: From Hope to Disappointment
📅 The Beginning: November 2024Today, I had my driving test — and I failed.Most people would say it’s normal and that I should try again. But no, I’m giving up. Because each failure costs me an extra $100, and I can’t afford it. The road is too long… Just returning home today took me 3…
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A New Beginning: A Brave Step for YouTube
On my personal YouTube channel, I deleted all my videos except the one that truly represents me… In total, there were only five videos because I couldn’t create consistent content, and for that reason, I decided to take an indefinite break. But today (September 4, 2025, close to midnight) a new content idea came to…
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There’s no light.
I’m still waiting for a spark, on my YouTube channel… on my TikTok or Instagram account… but especially on my YouTube channel. I’m waiting for a spark. With one video going viral, the butterfly effect could happen. Other videos would start getting views, my subscriber count would grow, my TikTok and Instagram followers would increase,…
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Wealth, Fame, and Destiny: Will My Dreams Come True?”
🌟 Is Success Easy or Impossible? Knowing what it takes to succeed isn’t that hard… What’s truly difficult is knowing whether you’ll actually succeed. For example, no matter how well you sing, you will never become Rihanna or Taylor Swift.But why❓ Because what made them rich and famous is not only their talent… 🎤 Their…
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To assume tortures a person.
🌟 Today’s Topic: AssumingBelieving the girl you love also loves you back,Believing tomorrow will be better than today,Believing you are more important than you really are,Believing you will finally be happy…Pages and pages of assumptions.I’m about to turn 23, yet I’ve carried a hundred years’ worth of hope in my life.I fed myself with great…
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Myself and My Hope : My Phone
A Life of Big Dreams 🌌 The title says it all: it tells the story of a lonely, antisocial trans woman with big dreams… She writes blogs for herself and tries to build a global audience, even creating her website entirely from her phone. At the same time, she manages around nine social media accounts…
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Depression & Hope & YouTube | Weekly Journal 7
📹 YouTube and First Successes (August 22, 2025) Lately, my YouTube videos have started to get views ✨ The video I shared on August 20 reached 475 views. The one I shared on August 18 reached 345 views. For a channel with only 247 subscribers, that’s pretty good 📊 📌 My Pinterest account is also…
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GTA 6 Manifest for the Future
Years Ago on YouTube 🎥 Years ago, I used to create different content on YouTube, in different time periods; I made podcasts and gaming videos. I was very hopeful and enthusiastic. Whenever I failed in one area, I immediately moved on to another and prayed. I still remember the dreams I imagined in my mind…
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Not every mother and father are sacred; some are truly evil.
The Weight of Pressure 🪨 I now understand the full extent of the pressure I’ve lived under… I’m actually not free to go anywhere, not free to have hobbies, not free to eat and drink what I want, not free to make friends, not free to dream, not free to follow my dreams, not free…
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Of course I will succeed, but how?
I used to create AI-assisted videos using my own face for my personal accounts, but I’ve decided to make a change again—because it no longer feels logical to me. It has to be something real. That’s why I deleted all the videos from my personal accounts. I won’t use AI for my own photos, but…
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Rise of Adriana’s Wings | Weekly Journal 6
🌸 Weekly Journal – August 15–21, 2025 📌 August 15, 2025 – A Fresh Start Greetings from a new weekly update section! I want to start by saying that I’ve already changed my mind about a decision I made just a few days ago… I used to share “Draw With Samsung AI” content on my…
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I’m 23, but I already have gray hairs
Maybe I’m already too late for everything. Maybe the time has long passed, and I’m walking toward a dark, dead-end street where no one exists. Or maybe that road never existed at all, and it’s nothing but fragments of hope in my own mind. Today, I thought about the gray hairs that have appeared in…
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Is Justice Achieved Through Reincarnation? A Deep Dive ✨️
🔄 A Second Chance: Reincarnation and the Hope for JusticeHave you ever thought about how many people have lived before you? It’s estimated that over 100 billion humans have walked this earth.Can you grasp how massive that number is? 🌍Now ask yourself:How many of them do you think ever reached their dreams?Most likely, 99.9% of…
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Is Being Brave Enough to Embrace Womanhood ?
📆 Halfway Through 2025: A Difficult Start, a Surprising PauseWe’ve already made it through half of 2025.For me, the year started in a cloud of depression, but unexpectedly turned into something more gentle with a surprise vacation. 🏖️I spent about three months resting, clearing my mind, and living moments that gave me new experiences and…
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