Category: SOUL PAGES
My hopes are usually here. My depressive memories, unfiltered comments. All of them are here. ⭐️
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The Winds of Fake Lives
The Winds of Fake LivesMaybe I’m not interesting because I don’t perform a fake life.Unlike celebrities and influencers, I can’t show you a life I don’t actually live.That would be wrong. Ridiculous. Disgusting.We are all human, and that’s exactly why we are fragile beings. We carry hundreds of problems—this is completely natural. As tempting as…
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Elon Musk’s hatred of trans women
Elon Musk shared a post a few hours ago, and within a very short time it received over 200,000 likes. I took a screenshot of the post, and here it is, shared with you; Conservatism. Another idea that consists of the seemingly “logical” nonsense of a mind that has oversimplified everything and lost itself in…
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Richness
A study in the United States reveals that most of the richest people acquired their wealth through inheritance. This shows once again how difficult it is to achieve wealth.Building wealth by one’s own means seems to be a very laborious process. 🥺 It is hard to say anything definite about this.Working is important, yes, but…
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Ten Days of Silence, Small Steps, and Silent Battles
🌙 Ten Days of Silence, Small Steps, and Silent Battles ❤️🔥 I hadn’t written a blog post in ten days. Honestly, I just didn’t want to repeat the same things over and over again. Depression, hopelessness, daydreaming… The classic me, and my classic depressive mood, once again took control of my life. ⚡ Session Details…
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When Faith Turns Into Hatred
🖤 When Faith Turns Into Hatred I feel bad — actually, not exactly bad. It’s a mix of sadness and anger. Earlier today, while scrolling through Twitter, I came across a heartbreaking story: 24 trans women attempted suicide together. Then I read the quotes. And the comments. That’s when I realized something terrifying — humanity’s…
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October 1
I have a few projects in mind, one of which is, of course, “Adriana’s Wings,” and there’s another project I haven’t mentioned but is constantly on my mind. I won’t say what it’s about, but I eagerly dream of it coming to fruition. These days, I can barely feed myself, let alone work on a…
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Discipline vs. motivation
✨ Dreams, Reality, and the Gap in Between 🎭 The Fleeting Illusion of MotivationOver time, I realized that motivation is nothing more than a short-lived burst of dopamine. The difference between what you feel when dreaming of something and what you feel after actually achieving it is far greater—and more terrifying—than you imagine.For example, think…
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My Driving License Journey: From Hope to Disappointment
📅 The Beginning: November 2024Today, I had my driving test — and I failed.Most people would say it’s normal and that I should try again. But no, I’m giving up. Because each failure costs me an extra $100, and I can’t afford it. The road is too long… Just returning home today took me 3…
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Depression & Hope & YouTube | Weekly Journal 7
📹 YouTube and First Successes (August 22, 2025) Lately, my YouTube videos have started to get views ✨ The video I shared on August 20 reached 475 views. The one I shared on August 18 reached 345 views. For a channel with only 247 subscribers, that’s pretty good 📊 📌 My Pinterest account is also…
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Rise of Adriana’s Wings | Weekly Journal 6
🌸 Weekly Journal – August 15–21, 2025 📌 August 15, 2025 – A Fresh Start Greetings from a new weekly update section! I want to start by saying that I’ve already changed my mind about a decision I made just a few days ago… I used to share “Draw With Samsung AI” content on my…
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Is Justice Achieved Through Reincarnation? A Deep Dive ✨️
🔄 A Second Chance: Reincarnation and the Hope for JusticeHave you ever thought about how many people have lived before you? It’s estimated that over 100 billion humans have walked this earth.Can you grasp how massive that number is? 🌍Now ask yourself:How many of them do you think ever reached their dreams?Most likely, 99.9% of…
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Earthquake, health problems, starting over again! | Weekly Journal 5
August 8, 2025 Sending my greetings from a new week, and unsurprisingly, there’s yet another problem…Today’s problem is my health. Unfortunately, my stomach and intestines are in terrible shape. No matter what I eat, my stomach hurts badly, and I constantly feel discomfort in my intestines. It’s such a disgusting and disturbing feeling that I…
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Leave trans women alone! Is it courage? Or irresponsibility?
I don’t remember writing a blog about this before, but…I just bought some new women’s underwear, and sadly, they didn’t fit me — it made me feel a bit upset. I wanted to pour my heart out about it. I want to leave behind the days of secretly dressing up and being afraid that people…
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In the Middle East, wearing a hijab is mandatory.
📝 A Bold Confession I Needed to ShareI feel the need to write about something quite bold, because I believe it’s an important opportunity for you to get to know me better. 🥺 👗 A Small Reward to Myself Not long ago, I found a five-day job and worked—you probably remember it, because I must…
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Manifesto, Womanhood, Life | Weekly Journal 4
August 1, 2025– No entry – August 2, 2025 Technically, I was supposed to start writing Weekly Update 4 yesterday, but I didn’t have much to say—so I skipped the first day. This week, I want to try something different. It’s actually a method that’s been circling in my mind for a while now, something…
