The odds of a random person chosen from 8 billion people owning a McLaren are exactly 1 in 228,571 (0.0004375%).

Lamborghini: 1 in 72,000

Ferrari: 1 in 26,600

Porsche: 1 in 1,600

Bugatti: 1 in 964,700 (0.000103%)

What about a “real” Porsche or Ferrari? Then these odds drop even further. And what about all those lives we see on social media? You know, the ones that claim these cars are easily attainable through e-commerce? There is a quote I hear often—one that I find deeply meaningful:

“If you haven’t achieved something by the age of 25, you have been saved from the greatest and most destructive illusion of youth.”

Please take this to heart; read it and read it again. If you are someone obsessed with these superficial goals, be ready for the harsh realities of life to hit you like a slap in the face. Having lived within these circles since childhood, constantly striving to succeed, I write this to assure you: life is not that simple. In fact, it is far more terrifying than you could ever imagine. Do not believe the fake lives or the promises that appear real. No one capable of buying these cars or becoming a billionaire achieves it through someone else’s advice—that has never happened. All of this is for people with extraordinary success. Are you one of them? Be honest with yourself and stop letting yourself be deceived. I want it too, but one must be realistic; one must, above all, be honest with oneself.

It hasn’t been long since I decided to be honest with myself. My only goal is to build an individual and free life, to be a woman, and to never be dependent on anyone. Whatever comes after that can be seen as a gift from Allah. Because of the geography where I was born and raised, I have felt in my very bones that earning money is as essential as drinking water. I have experienced the disgusting feeling of helplessness and the indignity of needing someone else more than anyone. Someone might read my blog and say, “How greedy for money she is.” I don’t care; keep saying it. You are living unaware of the realities of life. Even being born in Europe or America is a blessing for you, but you are too detached from reality to realize it. They won’t even give us visas because they fear we might stay as refugees—but one day, I will arrive with an O-1 visa, the visa for extraordinary ability. I will do this when my blog and channel grow. For now, I am writing, but do not think that is all; I continue to share content on my YouTube channel and other social media accounts. The rest is just a matter of waiting.

I seem very melancholic, don’t I? I am, and I apologize, but my life has passed almost entirely within a small room—and that is not my fault. I don’t even speak the same language as my own mother; we are two different people under the same roof who do not understand each other. I grew up surrounded by a huge army of morons who never listened to me. What should I do? The struggle I endure just to survive is enough, but it is not enough for me. I want to be happy, but more importantly, I want to build something. I don’t just want to earn money; I want to earn it by building things. I want people to be able to save their lives through the platforms I create. I truly want to earn big money because I deserve it—but I need to earn it. I have to do this to escape the country I live in; I have no other choice, no other chance.

I won’t drag this on, as these are the things coming from within, and I don’t want to stretch them out just for the sake of appearance. But please, know the value of the life you live, know the value of the country you were born in. I was born in a prison, and I cannot get out. I have no one; I am alone. There is not a single person registered in my contacts. Despite my identity, I am a biological male; I have no status. I was born into a stupid family, and I have a mother who wanted to abort me, who didn’t want to give birth, and who gave birth to me by force; we don’t even speak the same language, and we have almost no communication. But it doesn’t matter; I am pushing forward. Everything will be beautiful. I believe it, and you should believe it too.