Category: Açelya`s Wings🦢
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I’m truly alone now.
I mentioned to you that I had made a new friend. I think that friend is no longer in my life either. Every day, I understand more clearly how difficult it is to make friends. Having a friendship where you share similar values and mutually support each other under all circumstances is truly a luxury.…
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Simplifying My Blog, Simplifying My Mind
Minimalism. In recent years, I’ve started to better understand why people move with a minimalist perspective. For months, I’ve been trying to change my blog’s theme and appearance into something I truly like, but it’s so difficult that I just couldn’t manage it. Not having a computer makes it even harder. Building and transforming a…
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14, Februray. Special day but not for me.
Today is February 14, Valentine’s Day. I will publish this in the coming days. I want to talk about the tablet I bought today and the mood changes I experienced throughout the day Lately, I’ve generally been very conflicted, but as the days pass, I feel more and more overwhelmed. Along with that, I keep…
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Laser hair removal was a total bust for me.
Before I started, I wanted to write about all my hair removal days; 1st sessionNovember 11, 2025Second sessionNovember 18, 2025Third sessionNovember 25, 2025Fourth sessionDecember 2, 20255th sessionDecember 9, 20256th SessionDecember 16, 20257th sessionDecember 23, 20258th sessionDecember 30, 20259th sessionJanuary 6, 202610th sessionJanuary 13, 202611th SessionJanuary 27, 2026 I used a home laser hair removal device…
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My 1 Month Diet Process
Values are in kg. January 10: 82.9January 11: 83.0January 12: 82.8January 13: 83.4January 14: 83.3January 15: 82.6January 16: 82.9January 17: 83.4January 18: 83.1January 19: 82.9January 20: 83.4January 21: 82.5January 22: 82.4January 23: 82.3January 24: 82.8January 25: 82.3January 26: 82.7January 27: 82.2January 28: 82.5January 29: 83.0January 30: 82.4January 31: 82.3 February 1: 82.5February 2: 82.5February 3:…
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My First English Blog Post. No translate 💀
I am making different thing, I am writing English language, now, you say “so ? you already writing English.” But, probably you dont know because I told few months ago. Exactly I dont know speak english :D I think that and I saw ” I must learn English!!” So much mistake in there, ı know…
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Why am I constantly depressed? I’m trying to learn English…
I’ve realized that my writings are quite depressive. It wouldn’t be wrong to say that many people see this as exaggerated, but I’m writing the truth. I write in whatever psychological state I’m in during the day — neither more nor less. I don’t write what should be, I write what is. Mine is not…
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I have a weak mind.
This is a heavy self-criticism, at least that’s what I planned when I started writing, because I don’t know how honestly I can speak to myself. I am not in a time when I should be criticizing myself; right now, without questioning whose fault it is, I should find a way to escape the life…
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I Don’t Want to Know the Future – That’s Why I Will Succeed.
Nothing I change on my blog, my YouTube channel, or my Instagram and TikTok pages ever truly gives me the feeling of “enough.” It always feels like there is some unreachable better point ahead of me, yet I’m not even sure if that point really exists.In the past year alone, I’ve made so many changes…
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Instagram Reels Trials and My Youtube Channel
My Instagram account has recently unlocked the “Trials Reels” feature. In short, it’s a tool that helps content appear more on the Explore page. The posts do not appear on the profile and are not shown to followers — they are only visible on Explore. This makes it easier for videos to get discovered. Of…
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I want to make money
I hear you saying, “Then work!” You’re right, I worked, but the results weren’t what I expected. Not only did I not get the reward for my labor, but instead of gaining freedom, I felt even more oppressed. The more I got to know people, the more I realized how difficult it is to live…
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Every person succeeds only through their own efforts.
Lately, I’ve been thinking about friendships and how tightly we bind ourselves to other people. Why do we have to go for coffee with someone? Why do we feel the need to have someone to tell our problems to? Why do we ask others to validate our ideas? Why? Don’t we know how to live…
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The truth really upsets me.
Job I feel extremely useless. I’ve been looking for a job for a long time. At first, I started with the mindset that “any job will do,” but the moment I began reading the working conditions, I fell into an even deeper depression. What’s being offered isn’t humane working conditions at all — it’s nothing…
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The latest version of my blog and my new plans 🧚♀️
I mentioned before that I occasionally make updates to my blog site, and recently I made a few more changes. I moved away from the overly pink, blog-only design and switched to a more general and versatile layout. First of all, I added a video from my YouTube channel to the homepage. I included short…
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You are the descendants of those who once sold land in paradise.
When you are subjected to bullying because you are trans, in moments like these it’s necessary to put the phone aside and step outside for a while. Take a short walk. Then you begin to see that these pathetic people do not have as much power over our lives as we think they do. I…
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The Winds of Fake Lives
The Winds of Fake LivesMaybe I’m not interesting because I don’t perform a fake life.Unlike celebrities and influencers, I can’t show you a life I don’t actually live.That would be wrong. Ridiculous. Disgusting.We are all human, and that’s exactly why we are fragile beings. We carry hundreds of problems—this is completely natural. As tempting as…
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Richness
A study in the United States reveals that most of the richest people acquired their wealth through inheritance. This shows once again how difficult it is to achieve wealth.Building wealth by one’s own means seems to be a very laborious process. 🥺 It is hard to say anything definite about this.Working is important, yes, but…
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Does At-Home Laser Hair Removal Work? My 5-Week Real Experience and Results ⚡✨
I’ve been trying to get rid of all my body hair using an at-home laser hair removal device for exactly 5 weeks now… 🏠 Since I don’t have the budget for professional centers, I decided to follow a cheaper path that is likely to work.I want to share my observations regarding the process and the…
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The Short-Form Video Trap: The New Digital Addiction We Don’t Recognize Yet 🎥⚠️
Short-form videos — YouTube Shorts, Instagram Reels, TikTok. People call it innovation, creativity, democratized media…Ama gerçekte?We’re dealing with a highly engineered addiction system that rewires the human brain one swipe at a time. And yes — the behavioral effects observed today are now considered as dangerous as alcohol in terms of dependency patterns. 1. The…
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Tried, Fell, Reflected: A Pause in the Middle of Life
People say life is nothing but choices; I’m sure you’ve heard that before.Today, I want to talk about how these choices shaped my life — and how meaningful they actually are. I don’t want to be where I am today.Did I try to change it? Yes.Did all my efforts work? Unfortunately, no. Struggle and Wasted…
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