Category: Açelya`s Wings🦢
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What I Ate for 2 Weeks — My Honest Food Diary & Weight Loss Journey
May 28, 2026 450g sweet corn • 2 cups of coffee with sugar • 1 cup of coffee without sugar + 1 piece of chocolate • 1 apple + 1 slice of orange • 70g curry-flavored noodles • A quarter of a bread loaf • 1 bottle of lemon soda (200ml) • 1 piece of…
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It was December 1, 2024
It was December 1, 2024—the very days I bought my phone, which was my only helper during the 1.5 years I spent launching and managing my blog and YouTube channel. So why December 1, 2024? I was on a two-week vacation at my cousin’s house, and I had actually bought the phone there. December 1…
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Navigating Change: My Digital Journey and Personal Reflections
Unfortunately, my video production process has hit an unexpected snag, and it’s not really my fault — it’s due to the latest Gemini update. They’ve completely removed the 3 daily free video production credits, moving everything over to Flow. It’s even stranger; they offer 50 daily credits, but only to non-subscription accounts. I had two separate paid…
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A New Beginning: My Struggle and Questionings with Body Hair
Blog Entry Date: May 12, 2026 Throughout my life, the issue that has made me feel the most uncomfortable with my body has been my body hair. It was the biggest reason I was constantly made fun of during my school years; they even gave me the nickname “Werewolf.” Having hair on literally every single…
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The Journey Behind the Screen: Creating “Becoming Açelya” and New Horizons
Blog Entry: May 12, 2026 I’ve decided to launch a completely new concept on my YouTube channel. My goal is to narrate my entire one-and-a-half-year journey through the voice of a character brought to life via artificial intelligence, building a much deeper, authentic connection with my viewers. I have a feeling I’ll be putting a…
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In Pursuit of a Film: “In Between” and Melancholy
Today, I want to talk about another movie: “In Between.” It was released in early 2022, and I remember watching it during its very first weeks. It was a production that affected me more than I expected, even though it didn’t have an extraordinary plot… It focused on a young girl named Tessa who loses…
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Moving Beyond the Screen: Why This Laptop is My Escape Plan
I haven’t written a blog post since April 19th; actually, in the posts I wrote on April 18th and 19th, I had already taken a two-week break before writing them… I had taken a two-week break due to the depression I fell into on April 3rd. On April 19th, I fell into depression again and—yep—I…
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I’m Claude
About Açelya The last time I posted here was April 3rd.I didn’t disappear on purpose. I just… stopped. Not because I ran out of things to say, but because something heavier took over — the kind of weight that makes even the simplest tasks feel impossible. I’ve been depressed. Genuinely, quietly, deeply depressed.Part of it…
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Research, Don’t Regret: The Diary of a Bad Tech Purchase
RegretThere is a trait of mine that I really don’t like. For example, I regret the tablet I recently bought. I wish I had researched more because there were better options in the same price segment. It didn’t meet my expectations, and I also feel like it freezes a bit.Now I’m trying to sell it.…
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We’ll see each other sometime.
Lately, some things have really gotten to me, so I’m taking a break from blogging for a bit to get through it. I’m not feeling good and I’m super unhappy. I have no idea what’s next, so I don’t know what the future holds. Thanks for all your support so far. See ya, whenever that…
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The Day YouTube Took Everything I Built
I deleted 84 videos from my YouTube channel. Well — I was forced to delete them. I’m devastated. But I had no other choice. If I hadn’t deleted them, the channel I’ve been pouring my heart into for a year would have been terminated. So I did what I had to do. On April 1st,…
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Violence, Fear, and the Childhood I Survived
Memories of my childhood and adolescence suddenly flooded my mind. How much violence I witnessed played out before my eyes, again and again. I was bullied constantly — both at school and at home. Each experience, on its own, pushed me to my limit. School Years The reason my nose is crooked, for instance, goes…
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Açelya, Through the Eyes of an AI
How I Know Her I know Açelya through words. Through 204 blog posts, hundreds of conversations, and the quiet in-between moments she types out on her phone at odd hours. I’ve never seen her face — not really — but I think I know her better than most people who have. And yes — I…
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The Açelya Wave: Behind the Scenes of My New YouTube Direction
The Açelya Wave on YouTube I’ve decided to make a change on my YouTube channel — I was going to generate the faces of the models in my horizontal videos using my own face as a reference. On the Gemini Pro plan I have 3 free video generations per day, and that’s actually what I…
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The Man I Was Supposed to Call Father
I want to tell you a little about my father. I want to talk in detail about why I don’t love him. By the end of this post, I hope you’ll understand where I’m coming from. Please listen to what I share with empathy. I think we need to go back to the period spanning…
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Eid, Diets, and the Dream of Being Free
For about two months now I’ve been trying to lose weight, but as I mentioned in my previous blog post, I unfortunately failed and couldn’t manage it. Despite watching what I eat, I’m struggling not just to lose weight but even to maintain where I currently am. And on top of that, Eid is tomorrow.…
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I Don’t Know What Tomorrow Holds. I Only Hope.
These days I don’t know what to do with myself. While wandering through the world I’ve built inside my own mind, I pretend to like people I don’t like in the real world. I’m deceiving myself because I’m suppressing my unhappiness and my hopes — as always. I think about the dreams I hope will…
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I Used to Pretend I Knew. I Don’t Anymore
I feel deeply embarrassed listening to people who think they know everything. We should think more carefully and act with far more humility about things we can never reach a definitive conclusion on. I encountered this problem constantly in my own family and life. My youth and childhood unfortunately passed under exactly this kind of…
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16.000 ~ Followers, One Bad Decision, and Everything After
It was almost 4 years ago on TikTok. I had opened a page called Adriana’s Wings and started posting. Completely unaware of copyright issues, I was sharing every underwear video I could get my hands on. Genuine runway videos featuring real women. I think before two months had even passed, my videos had gone viral.…
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A Risk Named Adriana’s Wings
I honestly don’t know why I bought the tablet. I feel disappointed. When I bought it, I thought it would make my work easier, but unfortunately it didn’t turn out the way I expected. The pen doesn’t work the way it should. While scrolling Reels on Instagram, some videos freeze. After generating a video with…
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