Category: Açelya`s Wings🦢
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A Year of Creating Without Growth: My Quiet
(November 2025) I stopped posting videos on TikTok. I’m still active on Instagram, and on YouTube I only upload full videos. I’m trying Shorts too, but none of them get any views. Is there any important progress?No. Not really. I’m still more or less at the same level. Of course, I keep trying new things.…
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Ten Days of Silence, Small Steps, and Silent Battles
🌙 Ten Days of Silence, Small Steps, and Silent Battles ❤️🔥 I hadn’t written a blog post in ten days. Honestly, I just didn’t want to repeat the same things over and over again. Depression, hopelessness, daydreaming… The classic me, and my classic depressive mood, once again took control of my life. ⚡ Session Details…
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My First Step into Laser Hair Removal & A Small Act of Courage
📅 Date: November 8, 2025 The IPL laser hair removal device I purchased on November 6, 2025 has finally arrived!Since it’s a home-use device, I’m not expecting professional-level results, but I still have hope. I can’t afford professional laser sessions right now, so I want to start this journey on my own, with the resources…
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My New Little Shopping Spree & a Small source of Happiness| Budget Planning 3
🎀 My New Little Shopping Spree & a Small source of Happiness 🎀(November 5, 2025) Philips BG1024 – $15Xiaomi InFace – $39HY300 Pro Projector – $40 I want to start by explaining how I managed to make this purchase. I haven’t been working for a while, and I’ve been spending most of my days dealing…
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What I Realized Before Starting My Blog
I realized that before I started blogging, I never actually did any research. I didn’t read other bloggers, didn’t study their writing styles, and didn’t even check how long their posts usually are. At first, I didn’t think it mattered—but now I can clearly see both the pros and the cons. While scrolling through “Medium,”…
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Feeling Lost and Frustrated in Content Creation. Goodbye, Tiktok
🌌 Feeling Lost and Frustrated in Content Creation For almost a year, I’ve been trying to create content on TikTok, but despite all my efforts, nothing worked. I experimented with so many different types of content, yet I never got any meaningful results. I still have around 3,500 subscribers, but my views are extremely low.…
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Small Purchases, Big Joy: My Personal Budget Plan 2
Total Budget: $48 Clothes: $35 Lighted Tweezers: $5 Snacks: $7 This budget plan revolves around a few personal necessities and small purchases I made to feel better. The reason is simple — I’ve been stuck in a seemingly endless depression for months. I can’t do much, and I can’t take any big steps. I know…
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When Faith Turns Into Hatred
🖤 When Faith Turns Into Hatred I feel bad — actually, not exactly bad. It’s a mix of sadness and anger. Earlier today, while scrolling through Twitter, I came across a heartbreaking story: 24 trans women attempted suicide together. Then I read the quotes. And the comments. That’s when I realized something terrifying — humanity’s…
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Is Being Transgender a Choice?
🌈 Is Being Transgender a Choice? There is a widespread misconception that being transgender is a choice. The lack of respect for LGBT people in most parts of the world and the disregard for their stories pave the way for this and many other misconceptions. I will try to explain why this is wrong, using…
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My Journey as a Blogger: Finding My Voice, My Dreams, and Myself
I’ve been writing on my own blog for a year now, but for some reason, I never explored other platforms where people can blog. That’s my mistake — I wish I had, and maybe I could’ve used platforms like Medium. Everything might have made more sense… but it’s okay! Because now, anyone visiting my site…
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A week of Silence: Update
🕯 A Week of Silence It’s been about a week since I last wrote a blog post.The reason? I haven’t been able to draw a clear roadmap for the projects slowly taking shape in my mind. 🎨 Small Steps Toward a Bigger Vision For instance, I recently made a few visual adjustments to my blog.I…
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The Girl ChatGPT Painted in Shadows
Since the day I started this journey — even before that, actually — I’ve been using AI tools like ChatGPT to help me. Although the way I use it changes from time to time, I’ve always relied on it and I’m genuinely satisfied. We chat, we talk about work, it helps me with video creation,…
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How did I establish Adriana’s Wings?
💔 The Fall Before the Flight“How I lost everything… and found my wings.” 📱 November 2024 — My First Brand-New PhoneI remember it so clearly — November 2024. It was the first time in my life I bought a brand-new phone. But how did I even manage that? Around my birthday, I had been doing…
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October 1
I have a few projects in mind, one of which is, of course, “Adriana’s Wings,” and there’s another project I haven’t mentioned but is constantly on my mind. I won’t say what it’s about, but I eagerly dream of it coming to fruition. These days, I can barely feed myself, let alone work on a…
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When Hope Fades, Only Questions Remain
🌫 Empty Mind, Heavy Heart I once said I would share a blog every three days, but I can’t keep up with that. These days my mind feels completely empty, and I don’t know what to write. I don’t want to write just for the sake of it, but since I love expressing my feelings,…
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Between Fear and Freedom: My Struggle With Identity and Choices
Introduction ✨ Life has been messy lately. I’m standing at a crossroads where every choice feels like losing. Social media has drained me, my motivation is slipping, and on top of that, I have an important exam ahead that could shape my future. But the price of success might be hiding who I am, while…
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Tired of Social Media
🎥 Struggling with TikTok Views I’m exhausted from posting on TikTok because it doesn’t matter at all. My videos simply don’t get views. 😔 Even when I reposted the same video at different times and on different days, it still didn’t get watched. I tried many different concepts—nothing worked. Even when I paid to promote…
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Discipline vs. motivation
✨ Dreams, Reality, and the Gap in Between 🎭 The Fleeting Illusion of MotivationOver time, I realized that motivation is nothing more than a short-lived burst of dopamine. The difference between what you feel when dreaming of something and what you feel after actually achieving it is far greater—and more terrifying—than you imagine.For example, think…
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My Driving License Journey: From Hope to Disappointment
📅 The Beginning: November 2024Today, I had my driving test — and I failed.Most people would say it’s normal and that I should try again. But no, I’m giving up. Because each failure costs me an extra $100, and I can’t afford it. The road is too long… Just returning home today took me 3…
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A New Beginning: A Brave Step for YouTube
On my personal YouTube channel, I deleted all my videos except the one that truly represents me… In total, there were only five videos because I couldn’t create consistent content, and for that reason, I decided to take an indefinite break. But today (September 4, 2025, close to midnight) a new content idea came to…
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