Category: Açelya`s Wings🦢
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Don’t be afraid to walk, you will find peace… Rebirth Series – Part 4
You’re usually a calm person.But the moment your parents open their mouths, irritation rises inside you.There’s a surge of anger you can’t quite understand.You don’t like acting this way — it doesn’t feel like you. It’s a defense mechanism born from childhood trauma.Most likely something you went through as a child. Your parents rarely say…
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Does Silence Come Before the Storm?
I haven’t posted a social media update in a long time.It’s not because I forgot, of course.Sadly, the truth is… nothing has really changed for months.That’s why most of what I’ve been writing lately is filled with sadness and personal struggles. Right now, I regularly create content on four platforms: YouTube, Instagram, TikTok, and now…
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Their Story Is Not Your Destiny… Rebirth Series – Part 3
Your parents may have had a hard life.But it’s not about you.I repeat: It’s not about you. You didn’t create that burden.So you don’t have to carry it.Cleaning up their mess, fixing their problems, healing their wounds…None of that is your job. I know I don’t love my own family.And I’m fighting to break free…
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Time has passed.
These days, my mind is filled with the past. I think I am responsible for my life falling so far behind. I think about the opportunities I had in the past, maybe I should have tried harder, tried more. I shouldn’t have given up.I think this way because I have forgotten the past so much……
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Don’t Be Fooled by a Gentle Smile… Rebirth Series – Part II
Never forget the dark side of people.Don’t soften just because they suddenly say a few kind words.If you fall for it again, everything that happens next is on you.Because now, you know.You’ve seen it.You’ve lived it. One of the most immature things an adult can do is to quickly forget how cruel people can be.The…
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In the End
“They Said My Life Was Over…” Sometimes I receive feedback—From my followers, and even from people who don’t follow or like me.Sometimes it comes through email, sometimes through social media.I try to evaluate it with reason.If there’s truth in it, I take it and apply it to my life.The rest? I toss it straight into…
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The Captivity of Womanhood
I’m sorry that I feel the need to write this.But the sadness and helplessness inside me are wearing me down day by day.I can’t bear it anymore.And so, I write again… and again. A while ago, I mentioned that I had to change cities for a short holiday. Because of that, I’m currently staying at…
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You Can’t Live Like This… Rebirth Series – Part I
There was a time I used to be like that.I would overthink every little word, carry it inside me for days.One look could break me apart, and I’d spend hours asking myself what I did wrong.I was someone who lived by what others thought, who silenced her own voice, quiet on the outside, but screaming…
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Marilyn Monroe: The Fragility of a Dream
“Sometimes, another woman’s story becomes the echo of our own unfinished childhood.”– Açelya Marilyn Monroe… Perhaps one of the most mourned artists in the history of America—and even the world. A woman who captivated with her beauty, touched hearts with her voice, her gaze, her vulnerability. I kept seeing her story appear around me, so…
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Time for New Beginnings: I’m Truly Changing This Time
Sometimes life just squeezes you from the inside. Everything around you looks the same, but you’re breaking apart quietly within. Then one morning—or maybe one evening—or maybe with no reason at all, you just say, “I can’t keep going like this.” That’s where I am right now. I’ve made big decisions. They may seem small…
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I saw the sun
Lately, I’ve been feeling a bit more at peace.Compared to the past, the days feel quieter, slower, and somehow a little less painful. School is over. Exams are behind me. I’ve graduated.That sentence still sounds a bit surreal, but it’s true.I’m on holiday now. I can breathe. As time passes, I’m getting used to Reddit.At…
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“We Made No Mistakes”: Living Inside a Silent Disaster
Today, I heard a sentence that stayed with me all day:“We made no mistakes.”Such a familiar denial, such a familiar escape. I’m surrounded by people who refuse to accept their faults—people who, even when guilty, will never admit it. In fact, they go as far as to blame the innocent.And I’m forced to live among…
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I Didn’t Ask for Your Advice
There’s a recurring problem I face with almost everyone I meet:The moment I establish even the smallest connection, people suddenly start giving me advice—as if they know everything. And honestly?It’s unbelievably exhausting. Sometimes I want to talk about how much I love living alone, how it’s a beautiful chance to grow and become my own…
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Forgotten Childhoods: Reflections After a Village Visit
This is not an emotional lament. I want to speak about facts. Whether they taste like sorrow or sweetness, truth is often the sharpest medicine. Recently, I visited a family in a small village. The little girls I met there made me think. Maybe they weren’t even aware of it, but the helplessness they lived…
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When I Was Your Age…”: The Inheritance of Silence
“When I was your age…”That phrase, more often than not, is not the voice of wisdom—but the echo of suppressed anger, denial, and quiet defeat.I was shaped by women who tried to erase me.Like a broken chain: you must break free from them,and yet, you carry their history within you. One day, my mother said,“When…
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The Pain We Don’t Post: Middle Eastern Women and False Liberation
It Doesn’t Start With Boycott, It Starts With Perspective: The Middle East and a True Reckoning An Endless Question: Can Israel Be Stopped? Lately, I’ve been reflecting on a question I haven’t yet found a satisfying answer to:Can Israel and the system behind it truly be stopped? Some believe it’s possible solely through boycott.Others say…
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In Pursuit of Happiness: Family, Pain, and the Will to Escape
Lately, I’ve had plenty of time to reflect on the reason behind my sadness.Some might assume it’s about money, or that I’ve set my sights too high — but that’s not it.I’ve always known that wasn’t the reason, but people tend to misunderstand. The truth is, sometimes your only burden in life is your family…
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I’m 22, But We’re Not the Same Age
“You’re still so young, it’s too early for everything.”Sounds gentle, doesn’t it? But that sentence only makes sense under one condition:The kind of life the person saying it has lived. Because most of the time, these words come from people who grew up with loving families, financial security, and emotional support.Me? My mother and father…
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Being a Woman at the Foot of a Grave
May 14, 2025 I have to write down what happened today.Because this isn’t just a story of a single day—it’s the embodiment of everything I’ve been silently carrying for years.And sadly, it came once again at the hands of people I know. The sun was already out when we set off. It was around 10…
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“To Be Seen as Small as a Bug
Sometimes a phobia isn’t just a fear. Sometimes, along with that fear, you’re belittled, mocked, excluded. Not just because you’re afraid—but because your fear is seen as “silly” or “unimportant.” My phobia of insects, especially cockroaches, is one of those things. They may be tiny, but the storm they cause inside me is enormous. Is…
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